Of truths and lies

All about Egypt

2011-12-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

This is the all about Egypt post. Why Egypt, you say? Well, that's because I wanted it. Even with what has been going on - many people getting killed in tahrir square, it still makes egypt an exciting place to visit.
I already have 458 photos for Egypt alone and we only took 3 days there with a personal tour guide so we tell him what we want to see and what we don't. Well, I would say my family travels very very very fast-paced. In fact, you probably wont be able to keep up! We walk and take trains almost everywhere we go but for this trip, we had a vehicle so its so much easier! And the feet of course suffers less. My dad claims its not safe to travel on foot anyway. lol.

We took Egyptair. It was a midnight flight. I couldn't sleep much during the plane. We reached in the morning. (Egypt time)

We were greeted with breakfast. haha. cute plastic bag right? Inside there were four loaves of bread and one box drink of juice. And we had to start our tour immediately. I kept falling asleep or nodding off inside the van.

Our hotel. :) We stayed at Mercure.

My stupid brother is playing games as usual. That is all he ever wants to do. -.-

Sorry about the sucky pictures. I was too lazy to edit any of them.

Welcome to Cairo. lol. Okay fine, not one of the most pleasant sights to see.

Maybe this is a little better.

On the first day, we went to the museum.

According to the tour guide, almost everything there were the original carvings of the real thing. LOL. Not the real real thing itself, but a real carving of it. Does that even make sense?

Tahrir Square building.

The museum was pretty near it. Don't worry. We weren't killed or anything. lol.

Passing by Tahrir square, and you can see people gathering around each other. There's a protest going on. We were not allowed to get down from the car. That day, one Egyptian was killed.

Egyptian food is DEFINITELY not my cup of tea.

but I doubt that was pure egyptian food. It was sort of mixed with other cultures already. I guess the whole place caters for tourists, especially westerners.

After lunch, off to visiting the pyramids. Whoo~ Its not as exciting as i thought though.

Pyramids in movies are so fakeeee. The edges of a pyramid are not smooth at all!

LOL. Ignore my epic face. I thought I was smiling. You can look at my mum instead.

Can you spot my mum and my sister? They are wearing white and red. xD that's how big the pyramid is.

Not really how I imagine visiting one of the great seven wonders of the world would be. Oh. Right, that pyramid that my family was standing on... That's the great pyramid of khufu. lol. I bet its not what you expect right?

For the queen. the mother and the daughter i think. Sigh. So small right?

Guess what that is? With a place full of camels. It comes with camel shit.

Abandoned palace. The sultan probably could not stand the smell of the shit.

My brother supposedly carrying a pyramid but lol fail.

People selling stuff in the desert. Okayyyyyyy. A desert market?

Tour vans and buses in the desert. xD

The sphinx! Its really tiny in size compared to the pyramid. I think the one at our sunway pyramid looks so much bigger and better! Go Malaysia! haha

Potong steam places near the pyramids.

We didn't go in the pyramid because its empty. All the previous archelogists already removed all the stuff inside the pyramid and transfer it to museums. So there is no point paying SO MUCH to go in and see an empty tomb. :)

Next stop, we headed to oil bottle making place.

Its very very beautiful there. Everything there sparkles.

Difference between perfume(smaller bottle) and oil (Pure scents)
Perfume is mixed with so much other stuff such as alcohol and it dissolves faster while oil is pure, strong and can be used for many many years even if its in a small bottle. It doesn't dissolve, you don't have to close the bottle.

Alot of the blends are actually famous perfumes like chanel no5 and ck. :)

Perfume bottle blowing.

I took several videos but im only going to post them at the end of this post. :D

Next stop is papyrus (paper) making.

No pictures there. but me and my sister had our names done in hieroglyphic on a papyrus paper. How cool is that?! :D

Commercial break. lol.

At night, we went to see the sound and light show. It was freezing cold. And the show was about one hour. Oh my.

If you don't like history, let me tell you, it is torture sitting there in the cold for one hour listening to thie sphinx "talk" on and on about Cairo's history. As if the tour guide didn't cover that already. -.- I probably could sit for test the next day already with all the revision.

Dinner was in our hotel.

2nd day - We went to the Alabaster mosque situated in the Citadel of Cairo. It is known as the blue mosque of Egypt.

Map of the citadel. The whole place is quite big.

My sister and my brother went for cosplaying. lol. For me? I'm not really in to that kind of dress up thing.

Swords my brother could choose from.

Our whole family outside the mosque.

The doors with different colour. lol. To which my dad(the usual joker) asked the tour guide whether its because the tour guide explained before in the museum (where i couldn't take any pictures at all because they confiscated our camera) that the sculpter used a lighter colour stone for guys and a darker stone for girls, so he asked whether it works the same with door. The girls go in through the darker doors lol and the guys go in through the lighter doors. The tour guide said no.

Still under construction I see. lol.

We had to take off our shoes.

Look at my sister's socks! haha!

Listening to the tour guide go on and on about history of the mosque.

My sister, cleopetra. :O

Next, we went to visit the churches in Egypt. In Egypt, the line between the protestants and the catholics is very thin. There is almost no difference and as long as you are a Christian, you are called Coptic Christians. Coptic means Egpytian, its not a religion. The protestants there worship mother Mary too. There are statues of her in the churches I visited.

Their churches are very very deep inside. but its not underground.

See all the different churches. :)

The egyptians... they fast alot and they are very spiritual. Mother Mary even appeared to them a few times, one very recently, on 16 Dec 2009. but that was before someone died. So when she appears, someone dies. That's so tragic.

The pillars of the apostles.
The black ones are peter and judas.

I know you are not really suppose to take pictures in churches because its a holy place, but :D (as long as we dont have any intentions of disrespecting it, i don't really see why we shouldn't)

The secret tomb to hide the holy family. :)

Because Egyptians were prosecuted alot in the olden times, they had this fish symbol secret code thing. Its like if you want to know whether the other person is a christian or not, you draw half of a fish, and if he/she is a christian, they will complete the drawing of the fish.

Oh, I almost forgot to write down the church names which I visited. One is called the hanging church, the other one is called Abu Serga Church.

HAHa. Damn cute woman.

After the holy tour, we went for lunch.

Look at those prices man! SERIOUSLY!!!!

Next, we went shopping :DDD

Khan El Khalili market.

We bought souvenirs there! :D

At night, we went for a river cruise along the nile river.

Ate some food. Egyptian food. bluek.
Watch belly dancer.

And spinning man. xD

The cruise was so-so. :) Nothing exciting about the nile river. The most exciting part is probably the belly dancer. You can see almost all the guys sat up when she started dancing. Even my brother and he hasn't even reached puberty.

The 3rd day, also our last day in Egypt and we had to take a midnight flight (again -.- ) to Dubai.

We had to take a boat to church! haha! how cool is that?!

My brother, the pole dancer. lol.

I know it looks dark, but trust me, its not. Its just my camera. lol. Some weird effect which i found. :)

This is their bread in Eucharist. :)

But of course, this is not blessed. lol.

Next, we went to visit the pharoanic village. More history...

Sit on boats like that. lol.

Look at this guy's head. Really long.

The whole tour is on youtube. lol. Just in case you are interested. :)

That's a bed. Look at the pillow. ugh. how does the queen or the king even sleep with that pillow?

Toilet :D

Servant's room

Kitchen. It doesnt have a roof. :) so the fumes go out. And it doesn't rain that much in egypt.

My stupid brother, walk a bit then tired already.

Look! triple man boobs! hahah

Mummifying. They have to take out the liver, the stomach, lungs, intestines.

Spices to preserve the mummy.

MUMMIEEE

Notice his fingers. There are gold caps on them to prevent any evil spirits from entering the body. lol. But look at the last finger! It doesn't have a gold cap! OH NO! The evil spirits are going to enter!

Women hired to specially cry over the dead king. Sigh. Just because he is scared nobody will cry at his funeral.

A pyramid built wrongly. lol.

Take a look at his CV! This is the guy who was elected as the president of egypt! Seriously? Jailed for two times?

Everybody is doing something with their gadgets. My phone is too crappy to be able to do anything. Sigh.

Its okay, I drink starbucks. Guess what? Egypt has no green tea. AT ALL. D: This is a disgrace. I went on a green tea fast for eight days! Dubai also no green tea. I wanted to kill myself.

And we took the airplane to Dubai.
To be continued. :)

Its been really really long.

2011-12-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Its been quite long since my last blog post. I almost thought I had lost the discipline to blog anymore. My blog is.... ( I don't really want to say it) dead. Anyway merry christmas! hoho! A year when it should not only be about santa claus and presents, its also the birth of someone awesome and prescious - Jesus. :)

Youth rally was 3 weeks ago but it feels so long already. It feels like the most stressful time is finally over and I don't have to fret about getting scolded or getting asked to do things last minute like probably after 12 oclock which is way past my bed time, not that i normally follow it. I made a mohawk dude angry during games because i took away his balloon. Esssh chill man. I'm so proud of myself for not staying up like those dumbasses (sorry :P people who stayed up to listen to what happened during wyd ) because the next day they had to take nap (and i took pictures of them xD) and i dont! Being a dorm leader and having to lead the discussion without michelle was honestly a little scary(even after all the training i went through) but i managed to pull through! And at least i remember their names (although by now i have already forgotten. lol) I actually sort of love hate my role during youth rally but i guess i'm still gonna miss doing it. Wonder who is going to take the role next year. :) Oh well, I wish that person lots of luck.

My following posts are gonna be about my trip in Egypt, Dubai and Abu Dhabi from the 18th to the 26th. Its gonna come with lots of pictures but posts might be slow because I'm feeling very very lazy.

Oh, my christmas presents are pretty awesome too so i shall post here. xD

December 2011.

2011-12-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

A year of laughter, pain, joy, happiness, anger, frustration; all emotions rolled into one. A big roller coaster. So, its already december. Time flies so fast. It feels like I'm growing up too fast..

Again, like what I do every year, I compile the stuff I accomplished this year. Just so I can feel more satisfied about myself. haha. I know. I'm sad like that.

Changed hairstyle two times.
Got into a 18+ movie.
Went to sunway lagoon again.
YE ITC Director. :)
Pengerusi of library!
Successful year of MPS
Successful librarian camp/hitea/bbq
Stayed on in JYM.
Designed a whole lot of stuff I thought it was impossible for someone as uncreative as me to do. Thank you thank you thank you thank you GOD FOR GIVING ME THIS AWESOME OPPORTUNITY! I LOVE YOU.
Nostalgia graphic designer. Contributed to at least 40+ pages. :)
Somehow fit in a little in my school friends group.
Somehow made very good friends in jym all over again.
Taiwan trip. The food. *drools*
Got selected for AFS green academy.
Marching first place! GO UNGGUL!
Stayed on in several things I felt like giving up.
Cambodia Trip.
Learned more stuff about vegas, illustrator, after effects and photoshop!
Made chocolate fondue
Made cream puffs
Stayed on with chinese
Have german dude stayed over at my house for one night.

Also, I already got through one year without (someone else's quote) using their feelings as a double edged sword and stabbing it into their stomach. I think that's an accomplishment too! Oh wait. I remember someone, but he doesn't really count because he was creepy.

I'm already in the Christmas spirit! Here is what you can give me for my christmas presents :)

Sorry Im pretty expensive to maintain. haha.

Galaxy Tab 7.7 (AMOLED) :)
A hug. Like those very very tight bear hugs til you cant breathe.
Pay for getting my hair relaxed.
Christmas cards. haha. I'm very sentimental. Those card you gave me all the past few years, I kept them. No matter how small and unimportant you think they are. They still made an impact in my life because I know that someone out there still cares.
Starbucks green tea frap.
Dark or white chocolate
Novels. English please. Any genre will do. :)
New earphones
Red Wayferers! Cause they look uberly cool! :D
Scrapbooking materials! (which i will probably buy myself even if noone bought for me. lol. I'm going to do a scrapbook next year to keep all my last year in high school memories)

And i shall end my end of the year post with pictures of friends i think i can count on.

okay maybe the last one not so sure. with everything that has been going on recently. my mind is starting to change about them. Oh well. Only time will tell. :)

Friendscino

2011-12-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

Was waiting outside friendscino after church practice. Its a bar/cafe I think. Anyway, it was quite late already like around 10.45 I guess. Well, I was waiting for my mum to pick me up. Suddenly, this ah mo stranger from the bar walked up to me and went "AHEM". Lol. Well, I didn't know what else to do except to turn around and said "Hi." And then, he said "Hi ai li". I was so shocked. I stood there with my mouth hanging wide open, then i asked how did he know what my name was.

He pointed to my tshirt which has my name on it. LOL.

Oh another epic thing was saw a friend reading at MPH when we walked to curve. :) haha.

I got 2 blisters each on my foot today. Great day -.- . Lesson learnt, NEVER EVER EVER WEAR SHOES WITHOUT SOCKS.

One good thing about today albeit all the negativity is we did the countdown part! I'm so happy! Its like the best thing ever! PRAISE THE LORD! whoohooo. Well, if someone cuts it, then whatever. Special thanks to Jelly (Photographer), ivy's camera, Dom Tam (His cool hand numbers thingy), Mansel, Daphney, Ivena, Theresa, Mauricia, Adrian, Nick, Anthony, Terence. Yeah. And course thank you God for making the impossible possible. I love you!

Haircut 99217#

2011-11-28T17:12:00.002+08:00

Past and Present.

Always remember you are unique, just like everyone else.

2011-11-27T18:42:00.001+08:00

November is coming to an end and its so fast! I almost wish it passed slower. Youth rally is coming. My vacation is coming. The exchange program is coming. Its too fast. I want to enjoy every moment of it before it ends.

Training camp came and passed. lol. Behold ivena ;) and she was crowned queeeeennnn to wink wink. xD

And i was so bored with my game station that i started using the beans to form something. At least, those beans played an important part in making me less bored so they weren't completely wasted.

Started exercising again. lol. Pimples still very very very bad. :( I want to shoot myself, but oh well. It will eventually go away. hehe. So for now, I shall try to eat as healthily as possible, and stop touching my face and treadmill everyday + crunches before i sleep. I have such a sad miserable life but i want a not bad complexion before i leave for germany ;)

Christmas decorations in sunway. Okay bad handphone camera quality but the actual thing is really beautiful. And there's even christmas songs playing! haha!

I have a one card! Waitttt. Before you say anything like oh yay! you can get free shuttle bus and all. no i cant. -.- wth right. If i want to enjoy any privileges of the one card, I have to borrow my parents card. Oh wow. And my kid card is only to enjoy the facilities in my new apartment. Oh well. :) Better than nothing. At least, everything there is super canggih. From the swimming pool to the jogging track. Even the bbq place is perfect. Perfect for parties and functions :DDD
Oh yes. Lets not forget to mention that I'm a complete spoiled princess. One, I have never in Kayu before. (okay wait, once. yes one miserable breakfast there where i was half awake and i didn't pay attention to how things were done there.) So I actually attempted in doing "research" on how to order. lol. because I really really don't want to embarass myself. I even consulted my dad. It was TO NO AVAIL because i ended up calling patrick to ask how to order and how to sit. xD So for future clueless spoilt people like me:
1. Find a seat on your own. lol. They are not gonna sit you.
2. The person who takes orders will come to you.
3. Make sure you say out the food correctly. Its milo ais. not ais milo. -.-
4. Pay after you have eaten your meal.

So that was my week. :)

I want to become someone who would make a little difference in this world.

2011-11-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

Oh Oh! Besides doing church work, I'm watching, or more of listening to the lying game. :) Its pretty awesome. A little like pretty little liars.

恋爱最美好的时刻就是暧昧的时候！

This is so so true. :) I wish I can turn back the clock.

How could i lashed out against my own sister? When all she was doing was trying to help me. Sometimes, I don't even understand myself.

I'm an appendix.

2011-11-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

I was thinking what a useless person I am after listening to the session, which made me even more confused than ever. But then i went to google :is appendix really useless?
LOL. I know la! I'm lifeless, but whatever. General knowledge is good for your soul.
Appendix is a safe house for good bacteria! HAH! Take that! Although appendix cannot be as good as good bacteria but it keeps the good bacteria safe! Without the appendix, the good bacteria wont be safe. :) Which means the appendix is useful after all! Whee!

Yes. The sessions made me confused because I found out that:
1. I'm not a good leader. I don't meet any of the requirements for a good leader.
2. I feed the bad wolf most of the time. Like now... lol.
3. I'm okay with what I can do to serve now, but i do get a teeny uncomfortable sometimes because i have never done alot of stuff before and people always laugh at how bad my creativity thingie is. At the same time, I'm quite contented (Does that mean im overly comfortable with my current role? HMMM. CONFUSING.)
4. I can't do anything else besides that. Yeah. Its not that i failed at it, but im just mediocre. I don't excel in it.
5. I believe in the law of attraction.
6. I'm not brilliant. But. I can be. Woooaaah. That will probably take me 10 years. -.-

Anywayssss. Just updating! haha. And then back to more work. I haven't got time to memorize malaysia facts and german words yet. Maybe after the rally.

Sunway Lagoon With Them

You are the apple of my eye

2011-11-17T08:08:00.001+08:00

Is not a bad movie. :)
But we almost didn't get to watch because the person behind the counter wanted ID for proof we are eighteen ( Comeonelaeeesssssshhhhhh,dowelookthatyoung). At least, I don't think I'm that young la but I wasn't there because I had to walk to the nearest bus station and take a bus. And boy that was scary!

There are alot of construction workers at my housing area and they are building a shopping complex nearby too so I keep looking up to make sure no bricks are falling on my head. (You know those typical construction horror stories) While I walked along the LDP, I was so worried someone was going to snatch my bag or kidnap me. So I took an umbrella with me. Luckily, nothing much happened except for someone stupid retarded assholes who keep giving those cat calls and they horned me. (wtf) Okay, it was quite a frightening experience, I don't think I'm gonna do it ever again. (How do those girls whom I see walking everyday stand this)

Anyway, the bus was late. Typical Malaysian timing. Sigh. I took a U89 to 1U. It costs RM2. Hmm. Yeah. I reached just in time for the movie!
Oh wait, we managed to buy the ticket because a kind lady behind us offered to buy the tickets for us! Woohoo! And then, I don't know how but we managed to pass through those ticket tearers. Ta-DA!
Oh its 18 because it is horribly sick. Seriously, if alex never told my sister what a boner is, I wouldn't know as well. O_O And they zoomed in on it. Sigh. But still! Its a nice movie! The ending wasn't what I expected sheesh. Its suppose to be a happy ending! Nooes. :(

Go watch the trailer!

Oh and I'm currently trying to read the book. Its in old chinese so failing miserably. D:

Boredom Kills

2011-11-12T22:51:00.001+08:00

I'm super~~bass~~ bored!

Thought I will post up some pictures of what happened recently.

There was:

1) Zhen Xin' birthday
It was a school day. LOL, but I didn't go. Seriously, who even goes? On the day I actually went after exams, we talked and talked and talked about really epic stuff. Like uhhh.... religion, which moved to theme parks and then.... the different positions of sex (IKR! like wth?) I didn't say I regret going, but it feels like PMR boredom all over again. Anyway, i rushed to 1U ASAP after my appointment with Pn M and Potato. I was still late and I think I missed out on an interesting movie - Immortals! (They said it was pretty gory though. Its rated 18! haha how did snot even got in?!) I was 30 minutes late so I had to wait for 2 hours, walking randomly around 1U and then I thought there was someone following me ( I told you I get paranoid very easily), I went to MPH twice, the security guard looks at me suspiciously (oh gosh).

Its like this : Movie (for them) -> A&W (It was a friday, so I didn't eat anything else except for curly fries!) -> Arcade (it was epic since we played racing, then drums, then that slashing two person thingie, then the shooting game, and then finally the punching one-HAHAHAHHA natalie failed.) -> Tutti Frutti -> Uniqlo (The Beam Of Light) -> Walking randomly (Saw the Silver Man)

And now picturesss ( Credits to the birthday girl herself)

LOL stupid snot mixed the cinema coke with root beer. WAY TO GO.

She paid 2 tokens to play. Guess what? 5 minutes later - GAME OVER. You lost.

Group Picture. Whee.

Tutti Frutti! which is still expensive and overrated. :P Some things dont change no matter what others say.

The silver man! haha!

2) YE Annual Showcase
I skipped school again! I know, I know ;) (My friend envies my skipping school opportunities.)
I thought we wouldn't win anything and oh gosh. It is so humiliating seeing other schools getting 2 or 3 awards repetitively and you hear none from your own school, but luckily, we did got something - Best Teamwork!
I saw Aravin, Yin Jun, Kai Qian and that guy from AFS. (Small world, small world)

Credit: Zhen Xin

3) Librarians BBQ
I thought it would turn out disastrous because there were so few people and it was a rainy season.
Turns out, we managed to BBQ! Awesome. And it was super fun! Pity the people who don't get to go. ;)
Reach early, Make Punch (which failed and turned smoothie), Tie Water Balloons(not me though), BBQ under the drizzle, Eat, Play ball/Play guitar/Watch them swim, Throw the balls :P , Got pushed into the pool -.-

I was their umbrella and torch light holder.
Credit: Shi Hui

Coming Stuff:
~~1. Sunway Ice Skating! (Finally, its been monthsssss!!!!!)~~ DONE on 14th.
Banana is holey now. :)

Look at her earssss!
(Credit: XY)

And I spent eighty bucks! Omg :( I feel like crying edi. This is because I went ice skating, bought present, drank starbucks and chatime, ate at fullhouse and sponsored someone a quarter of her piercing. (hahaha it better be worth it :P )

~~2. Sunway Lagoon ( Free tickets again, courtesy of my aunty)~~
3. Laser Tag/Roller Blading
~~4. Graduate Camp? 4th TC? (I'm still confuse about that.)~~
5. SIC YOUTH RALLY!!! Heee.

A Meme

2011-11-11T17:34:00.001+08:00

I saw oh clementine doing it and I thought it was pretty cool.
1. I didn't even know what meme means before this.
2. I've always thought handwriting was a unique typography.

FYI, Meme means an idea or style that spreads from person to person within a culture.

The questions:
1. Name/Blog URL

2. Lefty/Righty/Ambidextrous
3. Letters you enjoy writing
4. Letters you dislike writing
5. Write “The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.”
6. Write CRAB, HUMOR, KALEIDOSCOPE, PAJAMAS, and GAZILLION in caps.
7. Write one of your favorite song lyrics.
8. Write who should do this.
9. Any last blurb/note

LOL. I am lifeless. I know you think I'm very free since I did this, but the truth is: Work is piling up and I have only completed 2 so far on my to-do list and have eight more to go. I procrastinate and procrastinate and always end up doing it last minute. Sigh. When am I ever gonna change?

Saint Names

2011-11-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

I feel so confused and lost. Everybody around me is so confident about what their confirmation name is going to be, except me. The thing is, I probably take this confirmation name thing too seriously. As usual. When I asked for my sister and my mum's opinion, they honestly could not be bothered. One just said she just chose her name because it means smart (wth), she doesn't even know the story of her saint. (And i saw her nodding to what the priest says about learning more about your saint on all saints day). The other one is too absorbed in watching Cantonese dramas, so she will just take what I say half-heartedly. I honestly don't know what to do. I don't even know whose opinion should I ask.

After doing intensive research, which is probably turning the whole catholic saint website inside out, I found four saints, who are pretty awesome. :)

Not that Alice isn't an awesome saint or anything, but I can't really relate to her. She was the patron saint of the blind and paralyzed. OKAYYYYYY. Doesn't really apply to me now.

One of the saints I found is St. Angela Merici.

She breaks stereotypes. Even though the pope told her to start an organisation in nursing, she did not and found her calling somewhere else. During her pilgrimage, she fell ill and became blind. Despite that, she continues her journey and depended fully on her faith. She got back her sight. St. Angela begin to gather women like herself who has no status or money, but she got them to teach girls with no education or religion.

The second saint is St. Cecilia of 3rd Century. She is known as the patron of musicians.

I'm not a musician but I think I want to follow in her footsteps. She managed to convert her husband, Valerian and her her husband's brother. She told him that nobody could touch her because she was protected by an angel and he has to be baptised only he would be able to see the angel. So he was baptised and he saw the angel with flaming wings while his wife was praying. He went and kneel down beside her and started praying too. The angel placed a crown of rose and a crown of lilies on both of their heads. Once the brother saw the crowns, he believed them. St. Cecilia was condemn to suffer in the baths, but she doesn't even break out in perspiration. The king saw that and sent someone in there to kill her. Even though the person struck her 3 times, her head was not severed from the body and she was alive for 3 days. For the entire 3 days while she was bleeding, she sang praises to God.

The next saint is Mary Magdalene. Mary Magdalene was gorgeous, proud and a sinner. When she saw Jesus, she immediately felt great sadness for her sins so she repent. Mary wept at his feet and uses her hair to dry his feet and she kissed it. Jesus forgived her. She followed Jesus everywhere and was one of the unofficial apostles. When Jesus was crucified, she was there at the foot of the cross. Mary was the second woman next to Mother Mary whom Jesus loved very much because she loves Jesus wholly and entirely. She was the first person Jesus showed himself to after He has risen.
If you go this website, http://catholicism.org/mary-magdalen.html to read her story, you will find yourself crying too like me. Its really really beautiful. :)

My last saint is St Teresa of Avila.

When St Teresa was seven, she tricked her brother to die with her so they can see God. Her mother advised her against it, so she grew up doing simple deeds such as giving what little money she has to the poor, smiling at everyone and saying kind words. These simple deeds gave immense joy to her and everyone around her. When her mother passed away, she threw herself at the Blessed Virgin's feet, asking her to become her new mother because she has no mother now.
She loves to read! (Especially about foolish romance novels), this caused her to lost her love for prayer and she only thought out looking pretty, going to parties and flirting. Her father sent her away to a convent and she fell sick. When she recovered, she vowed to become a bride of Christ. Even as a nun, Teresa found it difficult to pray, she had poor health and she cared too much about materialistic stuff. She felt great sorrow and she vowed again to live for Jesus alone.
During this time, she was still close to her friends. But she started distancing herself when God asked her to stop as she only needs Him. She started seeing visions and she levitates during prayers or mass. Her friends thought she was crazy and that started alot of rumours. But even than, she persevered and did not give up saying she only needs Christ alone. She founded a new way to pray which is through immense pain. And through immense pain, she was able to experience ecstasy and euphoria.

So here are four saints and their summarized stories. Hmmm. How?

Sad

2011-11-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know any other word to describe me now. I'm wallowing in self-pity so go away if you think its pathetic.
I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. Even though I knew this would happened, and I tried preparing myself mentally for it but it still freaking hurts. It hurts. It hurts so bad. Especially for someone like me who craves perfection, it hurts like no other physical pain I've ever felt before. It hurts even more than when the monkey bit me. It hurts even more than when the nail went in my hand. It hurts. I've never gotten marks so low before. It was a borderline fail. BORDERLINE FAIL. What. I have only gotten borderline B before. What is this. I tried not to cry at all this year but when I saw I only got 30 out of 100. I couldn't help it, I just broke down, tears just started flowing out.

And maybe I'm feeling other mixed emotions. Take for example, English. I got 85%. That's like one of the highest among my class. The minute I came into class and I found out about results, my friend told me we all hated you because of your results. What? It was my hard work. Did they think I cheated for it or something? Did they think that just because Pn Monica is my library teacher and I'm the head librarian that she was more lenient. I didn't expect my close friends to think like that, but they did. They did. That hurts to know your friend doesn't trust you, doesn't believe in you.

It hurts to know that I got good results for subjects I took tips for. And I really really hate myself now. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. Ihatemyself.

It hurts.

Spontaneous!

2011-11-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

I want this when I go travelling on my own. :)

Very cool.

60 flash cards that applies to any place for 25 dollars! I want, but its sold out. :( So much for online shopping.

Pimple Outbreak

2011-11-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

agggggg. Its all over my face. :( I feel so horrible and ugly. I know I'm not suppose to squeeze it or touch it or anything but I can't resist it! And what's worse: it adds scarssss! I'm scarred for life. Nobody would want to marry me anymore. Boohoo. Okay sorry if any of you are freaked out by my grotesque confession. This is really one of those days where I want to pull out all my hair and scream like a banshee. And this is bad because I stopped eating junk food for three weeks already and then the outbreak happens. I'm not sure whether its my body's way of going cold turkey or its just because I'm super stress recently. I hope its the latter.

Tomorrow is the day where we are suppose to return our SPBT books. Yes, the people taking chinese exams have to stay back til two to return all the books. You tell me, where is the fairness in that. They should have put chinese examinations at the beginning of the finals so we loyal chinese people don't have to suffer and study when everyone else is already partying. I have eighteen books to return! The extra books are chinese and biology. Goshhh. And my physics practical book is missing. Some douchebag probably took it because he/she does not have their own book. I should have written my name! DAMN IT. Thanks to my sloppiness, I'm forced to ask my mother to fetch me to check one bookstore by one bookstore for that particular book and its completely out of stock! Or so they claimed.... I'm sure its because they threw it away already because of the PPSMI thingo. The government is probably getting people to publish new science and mathematics malay text books as I type.

Anyway, it was horrible. I'm so worried I can't concentrate on my chinese exam tomorrow at all. And I finally got back my biology paper 1 and 2. I should commit suicide, even my friends told me not to look at it until chinese exams are over, but I didn't follow what she said... ohhh noooo, the stupid me had to look at the marks. I seriously want to cry. It feels like my life is falling into pieces. I wonder how my other results will turn out. I don't dare to tell my mum, she's gonna feel so disappointed, but that's not the worse part. The worse part is I feel like I've let myself down. I stooped so low, I cheated, I did not try my best and this is probably what I deserved. "But every freaking one used the tips" So what Ai Li, so what? I have to go for confession. I can't take it anymore! AGG. And I know I will face the same temptations for my spm trials, but how? I don't know what to do. I don't know how to stop myself from being so "kiasu".

Plus this Saturday is the librarians BBQ, probably the worst turn out for all BBQ's in all the years. :( Nobody RSVP-ed. I feel like such a failure. Okay, maybe its not the nobody turning up part which I'm worried about, I know even with seven people, we still can have fun. Its just that its been raining so frequently recently. I went to check the weather forecast for that day and it is horrible. :'( Rain in the morning, drizzle in the afternoon and heavy rain at night. How to bbq? My plans are coming apart.

I just want to cry. No, I want someone to give me a hug and tell me everything is gonna work out fine and I just have to trust God and lift everything to him, but its so hard now. So so hard.....

You can't stop my happiness because I like the way I am ;D

2011-11-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

Currently super addicted to the hairspray song - You can't stop the beat! :D
Its such an awesome song which immediately puts a smile on my face any time of the day or when I'm feeling down. SRSLY. Awesome stuff!

Anyway. Just giving a quick update.Two more days til exams are over! Praise the Lord! hahahahaha. It has been a really exhausting month. Hope November is a good month. It certainly started off with a really nice date - 1/11/11 :) Whoo Sure alot of people get married on this day one.

I had a friend who asked me who I am trying to impress? I keep telling those not impressive lame jokes. I was honestly completely taken aback by the question. He was probably implying that I am pretending being lame -.-
WTF. At first, I was shocked and then I got mega pissed off because I was not pretending. I said what I thought and I 'm not going to be sorry about it because that's who I am. It would be like : " Oh okay, I should pretend to be someone else who says the right things. " WTHHH WTFFF. I would never do that. NEVER. EVER. It took me so long to gain confidence to just say what I thought and I'm not going to let some narrow minded dumbass change that.

Phew :) Now that I said that, I feel much better.

If you don't like the LAME me. :) Then fish off. Love you. Bye!

Or so he said he was joking. Hmph. Whatever.

How to overcome shyness?

2011-10-28T10:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I'm not sure what is funnier. The fact that my brother has long girly conversations on the phone or the fact that he has started using his facebook account to add his friends.

I'm starting to relinquish perfectionism :)

Saw this in MPH in the self-help area

2011-10-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

I just find it pretty funny that these two books are side by side each other on the rack even though they are of different authors.

"Who moved my cheese?"

"I Moved your cheese."

SIC Youth Rally 2011

2011-10-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

I hope to see you there :) If you want to know more, get the details from me. haha. I will give you the registration form.

Looks like I'm not the only one having headaches about my Sej paper

2011-10-24T20:24:00.001+08:00

Pretty Little Liars;

2011-10-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

I've been watching that show. Pretty creeped out so far :P Yes. It takes such a small thing to get me creeped out!

haha. Thought I would just give a quick update. :)

Here are my EQ photos from when I was young. Just in case you were wondering what is EQ? It's situated near yuk chai and it was a much better centre last time ran by really cool and awesome teachers. Now, its not that good anymore since I left it :P Just joking. haha maybe it still is. But that is where I built all my childhood friendships :')

Im not looking at the camera in most of the photos. lol. I wasn't very good at taking pictures last time. I only started smiling in pictures in form 2. :) Oh, and you can see my sister! haha

And just random pictures I've snapped with my phone during exams.

Studying the nitrogen cycle. haha. yeah i konw it pretty much sucks. but im kinda proud of it okay :)

Took this with my sister's ipad. Its pretty :) HAHA.

My brother's door. Oh gosh. -.-

Myself trying to act cute :P hahahahahaha. my reaction when i saw my sister buying my love for me.

And my love:

Green tea frapp :) VENTI SIZE!

My one week of shortlived deepavali holidays

2011-10-21T15:57:00.001+08:00

So... :) I am here. And ALIVE. Thank God. lol. To say that I passed my first two weeks of exams.

*hip hip hooray*

It has been my most stressful exam. EVER. Can't even remember PMR being this stressful. I seriously have no idea why la. Every night, I will burn the midnight oil until 4.00. And then I will keep nodding off while Im finishing my paper. So hard to concentrate, but at least better than if I don't know anything.

The reason for this is because I suck :( I started studying two months early, but the studying means 80 % of time looking at the laptop or just doing other stuff and 20% to study. And when the day of the exam came, I panic. Like really panic. Especially sejarah and physics. Wanted to cry so so badly.

I'm not a person who takes failures easily. I can't just get a A- and be happy with it. So yeah.
Oh gosh. And the papers this time is really bocor-ed. On the day of the physics test, there was one whole physics paper, the actual one and people were sharing it around the school. I'm seriously surprised they did not use the back-up paper. I also feel very very bad and guilty.

My tuition teacher got the actual paper and he told us to come to tuition. I didn't want to go, but if I don't go, I would be wasting my parents money. So I went. And I had to do the paper. And what's worse. I shared it with a few friends, which means I'm influencing them to walk the bad path. :( If my dad finds out, he would disowned me.

Anyway my "holidays" plan is this:
-badminton with jym (must go at least once to see how pro they are)
-go eat snowflake? (hmm possible.)
-go for concert ( either jayesslee or planetshakers )
-study at library
-study at home ( which i would start studying tomorrow because I don't want to burn the midnight oil any more. My eye bags are happily agreeing. )

Oh God. Im a hypocrite

2011-10-16T20:07:00.003+08:00

I said I won't last in twitter and I hate twitter. But now i actually like twitter. LOLS.
What the hell is wrong with me man?

Here are like 10 random facts about me since I have no idea what to update my blog on. :3

1. I like apples.
Not apple steve job or apple ipad, just the normal fruit apple.
And i tried searching for a really nice juicy apple in tumblr, but all that came out is this apple :

yeah pretty lifeless people misusing their siri! but siri is so cool! :) Like seriously. It talks!

2. I like bananas.

hahaha. i have changed from eating nasi lemak every thursday in school to eating roti banana.

3. I have a red mole.
I will not post a picture because all the red moles in google images are just plain disgusting and to put one, that would be downgrading my lovely lucky red mole. So ask me about it next time and I will show it to you. haha.

4. Only my fringe is brown. LOL. Or a lighter shade of brown. The rest of my hair is darkish brown, almost black. and no i did not dye it. Stop asking me why. And stop telling me im weird, because I know you are jealous! :D

5. I love green tea. I go crazy when I see anyone talking about green tea. LOL.

maybe something like that. haha.

6. I dont wish to be funny anymore. I mean, I don't feel jealous when my friends laugh at my other friends who are extremely funny. HAHA. I just want to be myself, which is extremely not funny. So yeah! (Hope this makes sense.)

7. Im weird. LOL. It takes really weird stuff for me to go "high" (as alot of people put it). Sometimes, the smallest and smallest of things can make me laugh like a hyena. and the big things.. hmm someitmes I just laugh because my friends laugh, not really because I think its funny.

8. I love 1 corinthians chapter 13. I think its beautifull :) Im all for multiplying ( lol not joking here) because I can't stand the thought of being alone. I have thought of becoming a nun, but for now. See la in the future.

9. Why can't I be alone? Because Im afraid of the dark. Im afraid of weird noises while Im studying late at night. The minute I hear something scratching the roof, or baby crying, or cats meowing, or dogs barking. I start getting extremely paranoid.

10. Im suppose to be studying now. bye!

A miracle happened.

2011-10-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

LOL. and I was praying really hard last night for a miracle to happen. This is probably the most epic thing which happened to me for this month.

It started like this:
My Sunday School teacher was teaching us on Sunday about grace. So he gave a witnessing where he told us he hated accounts and didn't study for it til the day itself. His exam was in the evening you see :P So he had the whole morning to study, but he couldn't because he was just so sleepy. So right before he fell asleep, he prayed to God to help him since he was so sleepy. He STILL fell asleep in the end! LOL. He dreamed of an old man telling him to study chapter 3 and chapter 7 for accounts, so when he woke up, he did. Lo and Behold! Accounts paper came out chapter 3 and 7 and he got really good results.

So I was sharing this with Natalie and Ashviina yesterday on twitter because I wanted it to happen so much to myself and partly also because Im lazy to study :/

Natalie told me this was awesome and we both really hoped that it would happen to us. haha. which is the really really epic part. Its Natalie. So at night, I prayed. haha. not for IT to happen, but for guidance in tomorrow's exam la!

I got the shock of my life man when I opened the paper 1 for BM. First question for karangan umum is : Sebagai setiausaha pengawas pusat sumber, tuliskan laporan minggu pusat sumber.....

WTF. WTH. WTF. WTH!!!!!! HAHAHA. I smacked my head immediately and said YES! LOL.
Okay. If you are reading until here, and you feel lost. That's because you don't really know me that well, but its okay. I forgive you :P This thingie comes in different parts, you have to actually hear my sunday school teacher giving the witnessing, then learn my "history" in the library and read my tweets on twitter. haha.

But, I shall give you a brief history of myself in the library. First, I want to clarify that Natalie is Setiausaha for this year's Minggu Pusat Sumber and she has written the laporan herself because I have checked through it :P. So yess. That's like an easy score for her. In fact, she was thinking to herself :
Hmm should I answer question one or another question. Oh shucks. Im gonna fulfill my destiny as the setiausaha of the library board so she did the first question as well :P
I did the first question because I had first-hand experience in handling the exhibition side for MPS, the one where most of the details go. And also, I was the ketua pengawas for MPS this year. HEH. So I know how the other departments go also. So obviously, I picked up the pen and immediately started writing the longest essay, 700 + words, I have ever written in my entire life. LOL.

I seriously wanted to jump up and down start screaming or singing thank you lord! hahaha. Seriously, so hard to explain that epic feeling!

"God is Good all the time, All the time God is Good! He puts a song of praise in this heart of mine! "

Hehe. :) Peaceee out. Wish me luck in my english exam tomorrow!

8/10/2011

2011-10-08T00:40:00.002+08:00

The day I went to Taman Tun library. lol. I can actually say I have been to a library other than the school library already! yay :P No. seriously. Its my second time here today. And I have already learned alot about the library. Like :

1. Alot of Malays come to that library and they like to camwhore :O (while im studying, you here the kachak kachak sound)

2. Its as hot as hell. lol. Dont wear jacket. Suffer like mad.

3. If you bring sweets or watter bottle or plastic bottle in, don't put it on the table!! :( The guy working there would sneak up on you and take your bottle and throw it into this plastic bag. (but have no fear, he won't throw it away, he just puts it near the entrance)

4. You are only allowed to bring handbags in. (haha sorry to guys)

5. Don't wear slippers or shorts or singlets. :) Apparently, its the dress code. lmao. There was a group of smkdj students (whom i have never seen before :P ) who were wearing shorts stopped me and asked me whether the person allowed me in or not since i was wearing a "mini" skirt. O_O Oh come on la. Its not mini. Its longer than my hands and i have very long hands! Turns out they weren't allowed to go in wearing shorts. haha.

the blue route is the route we should have took :/ and the pink route is the one we took. which basically covered the whole freaking neighbourhood and also explained why we took 30 minutes! *noface*

Plus, the food at the cafe is hoooorrrriiiiibllleeeee. like bluearghhhhh! Taste edi feel like vomitting. Any restaurants is 20 minutes away. 1utama is 30 minutes away. hahaha! TODAY IS EPICCC! I felt totally high because, well the other day I went, xiao yan, joey and shiang qian didn't want to walk. So I went with a different group of friends this time, and they are super awesome and sporting, they totally put up with my crazy ideas :') I love them. We got lost HAHAHA. We probably took one big round around the park when we could have just cut straight acrosss! We didn't even depended fully on the GPS! Well actually we tried to, but the GPS route requires us to fly over a few houses. 8) We ate in pappa rich @ 1 utama. And then we walked back, we dodge cars and traffic. :P (weokfine. I. almost got myself killed thanks to my very bad crossing the road skills) We ran under the rain (drizzle) lol. We hide under the guard house shade. We fan ourselves in the library looking completely like retards.

At least now i know how to walk from taman tun library to 1 utama. :) This should be under my list of accomplishments so I can look back at myself and go "tee-hee!"

One thing I regret about today though, is that my mum don't let me go badminton. :( Ash is probably angry since she refuses to reply my sms and she's ignoring me.. :/// and yeah i probably just distanced myself away from jym even more. I really don't know what's got into me nowadays. Im just pushing away friends every single time. And the fact that, this was the only time I got invited... heh. bet there wouldn't be a second time next time. I don't even know why I bother so hard trying to FIT IN when I know I don't anymore.

Bye Steve Jobs

2011-10-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

Holy Moly

2011-10-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

I was listening to this song :

Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks on the radio the other day. And I decided I liked the tune. Its a little weird, but its catchy! :) So I decided to find what the lyrics are (to sing along. lol. I know im lame) but after looking at the lyrics... I don't really like the song anymore. Its so morbid...

This are the lyrics O_O http://www.metrolyrics.com/pumped-up-kicks-lyrics-foster-the-people.html

Robert's got a quick hand.
He'll look around the room, he won't tell you his plan.
He's got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he's a cowboy kid.
Yeah he found a six shooter gun.
In his dads closet hidden in a box of fun things, and I don't even know what.
But he's coming for you, yeah he's coming for you.

[Chorus x2:]
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

Daddy works a long day.
He be coming home late, yeah he's coming home late.
And he's bringing me a surprise.
'Cause dinner's in the kitchen and it's packed in ice.
I've waited for a long time.
Yeah the slight of my hand is now a quick pull trigger,
I reason with my cigarette,
And say your hair's on fire, you must have lost your wits, yeah.

[Chorus x2:]
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

[Whistling]

[Chorus x3:]
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/pumped_up_kicks_lyrics_foster_the_people.html
All about Foster The+People: http://www.musictory.com/music/Foster+The+People

Okay this song is actually based on a true story, about the Omaha Mall shooting in 2007. The gun man's name was robert. .... Creepy huh. And what's even more disturbing is. This song is not really telling a story or showing remorse for the situation, its mocking the people who were killed. (referring to chorus, telling them to outrun the gun or the bullet)

This is what I found from the lyrics website itself.

1st verse: he is just about to start shooting, and is hanging around with a shifty look and a revolver and no one suspects a thing. and the cowboy stuff means he's having fun with the idea of how cool it will be (probably to hae that power). cowboys are also lone figures which is important. but the line "and i dont even know what" any ideas? also the fact that hes called "Robert", is that name significant?

Chorus: pumped up kicks are probably like Nike airs and stuff, which probably means all the trendy popular kids, and hes going to shoot them. by telling them to run (even if not literaly) he is playing with them and enjoying this, because you cant run faster than bullets.

second verse: it says "daddy works a long day" which i think has an ironic innocense in assuming hes working that whole time. i think whats actually happening when dad's coming home late and bringing a surprise is he's coming home late drunk and beating him. dinner on ice is neglection. dinner reference + "ive been waiting a long time" suggests that he is at the dinnertable waiting for his dad to walk in. on top of that i think it also means he has been waiting along time for the opportunity of revenge. now reasoning with the cigarette is entertaining himself while he waits. the cigarette is probably acting as his concience he personifies it but also dismisses its opinion "And say your hair's on fire, you must have lost your wits"

Sigh. Day Spoiled.

Something to remind myself that alone is good

2011-10-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

But not til the point it turns to loneliness.

Added New Page! :)

2011-10-01T08:19:00.000+08:00

Concerning what my friend told me recently.

She asked me whether I am straight.
Yes. I am. -.- Oh gosh. I do tend to laugh/smile more and be well-behaved when I see a guy I admire/like/have a crush on/whatever.

Is it so wrong that I prefer talking and hanging out with girls though? I have no problem talking with guys. Its just that, I find it more comfortable to share jokes or random stuff with girls. What the heck is so wrong with that? You can go FIRETRUCK off =) Especially if you are a girl who likes to talk to guys constantly and flirt with them. I don't like it. Don't pull me along with you, unless I go willingly. Oh, and if you are a girl who are in my opinion, overly friendly with guys. Careful, you could send the wrong signals. I am not bi or gay. Im straight. As straight as a ruler or as straight as you will ever be!

And most probably, if you are a girl who spends most of your time with guys ( in a friend way ), chances are : I will not talk to you! YAY! :D There are some exceptions which don't apply to this rule though and don't worry, i still think you are cool. Just not someone I will hang out with. Byeeeeee.

p/s Oh, i think its FiretrucKING annoying that you put music in your blog. When you click on someone's blog, suddenly some music pops out of nowhere. O_O WTH. I have to go through all the pains to look for the music player in the blog to pause the music when I just want to read what the person blogs about in peace. Let me choose my own music to listen to. If i think barbie girl suits your blog, I will damn well listen to barbie girl (from my own laptop, while reading your blog). I dont want some teardrops on my guitar song or some weird korean ring ding dong ring ding dong which I don't understand.

Its so beautiful, I cried

2011-09-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

I want to learn how to play this. Its just pure awesome :')

No school today x)

2011-09-30T17:31:00.001+08:00

Pn M: What happened? (During english period, where she goes on and on about racism O_O not that it isn't interesting, but I think Im too shallow for this kind of stuff)

Someone : They want revenge.

Pn M: Revenge of what?

Tzen : Revenge of the fallen.

WTF. Lamee. But the whole class still laughs anyway.

haha finished two and a quarter chapters. And its already 5.30 Summore i started at 8. Im hopeless. Really hopeless.

Sexy and You Know it

2011-09-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

hahah. anyway. i tried out twitter. Conclusion is, it kind of sucks. Unless you are a person who likes to stalk others and have mindless conversation sureee. go ahead. Its good for you. :)

Except, I dont really like it. I have no idea why. I tried going on twitter for once. And at once, my mind sees other friends replying to what others tweet and etc. And i feel pressured to join in and tweet also. And when nobody tweets to me, i feel sad. Oh God. I can't believe Im so pathetic to be swayed so easily by twitter. It feels like facebook. Except you have a more constant pathetic feeling because your friends always tweet back to each other. Maybe they like it or something. Those conversation which goes

: You the pro laaa.

: No la, Im not. You are.

Okay, I get it. -.- Both of you are so "pro".
O_O But I think its lifeless. Forgive me. And I actually participated in this lifeless talk for one day. Something which I would have done two three years ago. Oh Wait. wasn't that the reason why A didn't want to talk to me anymore? Because I have gotten "boring". It was fun and then I realize I wanted to do it more. So I stopped. I think Im only gonna stick to twitter because of the sole purpose of stalking my beloved sister and laughing at everything she says. :) Heh.

Sorry sorry. A little more stuff to add. I just realize that I also tend to use twitter as my chatbox. I might as well just use msn or skype. Sigh. I suck.

2011-09-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

Here's something funny which happened at BM tuition today!
Teacher was teaching us halfway, and as usual the guys were on their handphones texting, playing games and other stuff. So teacher saw this one boy looking down below the table.
She then said : Kabirr, apa kamu buat di bawah meja?
Kabir said: Nothing cikgu. (and then he lifted his malay paper, which he put below the table)
The teacher still doesnt believe so she asked jaspreet : is there anything down there?
Jaspreet said no. And then a stupid boy (hahahhahahaha) answered: ADA Cikgu and he smile the really sick smile.

hahahahhaa. if you still don't get what the guys mean, you are slow! Or maybe its because I have very bad explaining skills.

What do you do if you want to help a good friend who is aneroxic? but everytime you bring up the topic, she changes it or refuses to talk to you. :(

The Taiwan Trip 2011

2011-09-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

Took two planes in one day. One from Msia to Spore. Second one is from Spore to Taiwan.

Immediately try accessing the wifi once we reached singapore airport. Singapore airport is so unexpected. ITS SO BIIIGG!

Imagine if all our recycled bins were like this, people would definitely start recycling.

This trip is special because my grandfather (my dad's side) followed along. The bad thing is, we had to slow our pace down and stop frequently. But we tried our best to make use of the wheel chair services the places we went had to offer :P

Mirror shopping at singapore.

Wanted to visit the big airport garden. My dad says its a waste of time, so we just went to take pictures with the fake garden.

My brother pitied the bear because he said the bear was suffering.... down there. hahaha.

Our plane to taiwan.

We reached the hotel at night. Plane food was horrible as usual. Almost vomitted. :(

Ximending night life?

HAHA. Still alot of cars I see, but taiwan people sleep very very early.

We wanted to go for supper, but all the dessert shops were already close. So we went to one of their sort of "mamak".

Oh dear, the food was so horrible. I had enough of horrible food for one day already.

Morning breakfast.

Sadly, that's not our table. haha. its just for display. But its a nice display anyway :)

Guess what is this?

Its where after people smoke their cigarettes, they dumped it in there. Sigh. This is because Taiwan has a really strict policy of no smoking inside any shops, so they set up alot of this kind of things along the road. but seriously, those people are just asking for a death wish.

We saw this and wanted to do it.

But anyway we bought the DIY set back home. :)

Talk about a street full of camera shops.

This is the reason why they smoke so much la, their cigarette boxes do not have gruesome enough pictures.

So day one morning, we went shopping at ximending. :)

Swimsuits! So cute! haha! Got dress one some more.

Shoes, flats, sneakers, boots, sandals, slippers! Everything you desire!

Including flats for people with unique.... taste.

The junk shop :)

Looks like its not Malaysia which has caught the angry bird disease also.

The thing you put in your shoe to make you taller instantly :) Ahem. Short people. Ahem.

Imagine wearing those rubbery pointy stuff. OUCH.

In Taiwan, we took metros everywhere we go. We either take metro or walk. There's no such thing like taxis or tour bus. Thank God for that anyway, so we didn't put on much weight after eating so much food and having such inconsistent meal times.

Shinlin night market.

Second morning :)
We went to the zoo! Teehee. According to alot of people, Taipei's zoo is really good. Like one of the best in the world or something.

The weather on the second day was those really nice drizzing on and stop on and stop kind. Very romantic holding an umbrella. haha. The thing is, not with the correct people.

When we go to the panda place,

The two pandas were facing the other way. FML. :(
WTH. Anyway, we didn't waste any time in taking pictures with the fake pandas.

My brother played with the old fashioned water thingie.

Wanted to tag a certain someone who is also eurasian and point out the resemblance, but we are not close anymore. so i figured there's no point. but i still took the picture anyway. :)

the jungly feeling hehe.

my dad and my grandpa. throughout the trip, it was either my dad or my brother who pushed my grandpa.

haha you can see its raining here. the weather actually kind of sucks and rocks at the same time. It was raining, so it was very cooling and fresh, but then the bad thing is, this light drizziling and then stop. and then drizzling and then stop. and then drizzling again and then stop. Its annoying. We just closed the umbrella and we had to open it again after five minutes.

my dad says zebras like to take pictures with their but facing us, they do have nice butts though :)

i bet you never knew why the olive baboon buttock is red.

just wondering why is there someone pulling up their dress. O_O

this was in the toilet. lol. how appropriate.

pretty colour :)

The real thing. lol. didn't hear any rattling sound though.

big head snake O_O

WE SQUASHED THE TURTLE :D YEAH TEAMWORK!

Talk about everything coming from such a simple fish.

haha this frog is so cute.

After that, we went to the souvenir shop. Its so hard to find souvenirs in the theme parks and all with the word taiwan on it. I even went in a souvenir shop we had australia on it -.- oh gosh. At least import correct souvenirs la!!!

$$

<3

And then since my sister and I decided that the things there were not worth buying, we just took pictures with it. :P Luckily no one chased us out.

hahahahhahaha.

after that, it was bye bye zoo and hello taipei 101.

The weather was windy. So windy that my umbrella flipped itself upside down. lol.
Smell the expensiveness in the air.

Almost there!

who needs to buy when you have a camera? :P

HAHA!

wow the lift even gives you a live status of where you are currently and how fast you are travelling at.

WOWWWW!

i hate my brother's eyes. -.- stupid lian.

Its okay Malaysia, almost there!

See that remote thingy having below my sister's camera? That's our guide around taipei 101. haha. you click on it and there's numbers and everything.

The best book store in the world. Bought a book at rm4 :) teehee.

taipei 101 souvenir. this must be their mascot or something.

third day @ theme park!

We took the high speed rail :)

its like super expensive.

our stop. :)
this one reminds me of the peribahasa.
新竹高于旧竹枝，全凭老干为扶持

haha okay ignore my musings. :)

whhaaaaat. kiss and ride? O_O

looks real right? comeon! i was fooled by it at first too.

the food machine.

my brother's first horse ride :')

that's me checking inside crocodile's mouth. :)

There was someone who exceeded the 185 cm thingie. He looked around and smiled, and then he just walked in to sit the ride. hahaha. he thought no one saw!!! but i did! :D

makes you really really lost.

my sister drying her hair after we went for the flume ride :O

Socks and shoes too!

Probably the best ride there. (the most exciting one)
other than my own personal favourites- great canyon and flume ride :P

To conclude the day, here's a famireee picture!

Cute right!!! Cute right? Creative right? Guess who's idea is this? MINEEE! :D
Except i didn't actually visualize who sit wear at first. Then, my dad "The architect -.-" pointed out if i wanted to do things creatively, i might as well positioned everyone nicely also. So you can see my dad and mom on the top. my sister and me below them. and my brother and grandfather at the lowest :)

At night, we went for shida night market :)

This store's food was pretty good.

After eating, more shopping! :D

The next day,

Things I never noticed before. hehe.

this was at our breakfast place. So sparkly and niceee!

Cute kids. probably on a field trip.

The gondola was working!!! PRAISE THE LORD! We thought we wouldn't get to sit at all :(

of course we queued for the crystal cabins. what's the point of sitting a regular cabin since genting already has it?

If you ask me what's a crystal cabin?

This is what it is.

Pretty cool feeling. haha! if you are not afraid of heights :P

Maokong station!

pretty :)

cute!

ugly.

haha. just joking. I know most of my pictures can be sum up to one word.

Just for the sake of it being upside down.

looks like there's wifi at the payphone.

So cute! The tiny models!

anyway, after drinking some milk tea there, we went back through cable car.

and then we took the mrt to the bus station to go to the national palace museum.

Along the way...

Our first time experiencing Taiwan fast food.

I think they drew the picture wrongly already. Instead of the person being muscular, he should be faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!

old woman's fashion sense:

its not something my grandma will wear. lol.

but anyway, i think they dress just like us la. overall. I expected it to be much much different when i went there. Like you can differenciate easily between europeans and asians by their clothes/

Behold! The national palace museum!

My sister's pants is so bright... I think i can spot it from a kilometre away la -.-

The generousity of my dad.

Li an is so potong! I want to kill him!

wow it says 982 people inside.

It was only after awhile though that I realize they had a no camera policy!

And it was everywhere. So all the previous pictures are actually illegal :X

Taiwan's school uniform O_O

At night, we went to raohe night market. :) One of the oldest night market in taipei.

Food + Food + Food + Shopping + Shopping + Shopping. (no pictures because i didn't want to take out my camera, it only makes it more obvious for a snatch thief)

Before that, we took the mrt to the wrong station :( All my fault. So we went all the way to the airport! And that's like damn far away And then we had to take a train back. And the fare was not cheap. :( Sigh. Bad day for me.

The next morning, we walked around near our hotel, looking for stores which sells their famous pineapple cake and omochi.

The end :)

The Power of One

2011-09-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

I went to the camp without achieving my purpose, i couldn't feel the fire!! agg :( sucks. but i still got healed anyway. heh. so that is a good thing. And I was really really relieved when martin said even though you had inner healing before, you still need it. Cause i thought i was the only really emotional and problematic one out of all the people in jym because i still cry almost every time there's inner healing, but its normal he says. Im normal! yay! :D

Go listen to World's Greatest by R Kelly. Seriously. After you listen to that song and you sing along to it, you will feel damn good about yourself. :) And the letters that I received really made my day.... (Including the one which commented on my past hairstyle -.-) Anywayy..... Martin Jalleh really has a great, very very sarcastic funny gift. O_O I wondered what he thinks of me when I affirmed him for his sarcastic laugh and bushy eye brows. :X

Its really different though, going with the form four comfirmands to the farm. I can feel the cliques and all. :( And I know Im in one, but I tried my best to go around. I have also decided that by the time I am confirmed, I will no longer be hot tempered since teacher said there is a need for a change. I won't do it because other people tells me its bad and damaging to friends around me, I won't do it because my mother would feel less burdened ( okay maybe a little), but I will change because I want it. And this will be my confirmation resolution. :)

And then on to boy girl relationship and sex. HMM..... All I can say is praise the Lord that I don't blush. I tried not to cringe or look flustered, haha I think I showed nonchalance pretty well la. 8) I hope. Or at least no one came up to me and said : Aiyer ai li ahh, so goody goody. And that Tam -.- Zack taught me a way to get back at him, but no way man. And now Im so scared of getting infected with herpes or any other STD transmitted diseases. Just a handshake also can get, so scary O_O Maybe I should start checking for symptoms of herpes on my friends.

Dramatiknya!

2011-09-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

omygosh i love this list! :)

‎* When in sorrow – call John 14:1-4
* When you are lonely or fearful – call Psalm 23
* When you want to be fruitful – call John 15
* When you have sinned – call Psalm 51
* When you grow bitter and critical – call I Corinthians 13
* When you worry – call Matthew 6: 19-34
* When you feel down and out – call Romans 8: 31-39
* When your prayers grow selfish – call Psalm 67
* When you are in danger – call Psalm 91
* When your faith needs stirring – call Hebrews 11
* When God seems far away – call Psalm 139
* When others fail you – call Psalm 27
* When you leave home to labor or travel – call Psalm 121
* When you want assurance – call Romans 1: 1-30
* For Paul’s secret of happiness – call Colossians 3: 12-17
* When the world seems bigger than God – call Psalm 70 and Jeremiah 33: 3

Anyway, the reason why Im blogging today is not to procrastinate studying ( okay maybe it is :P). but its also because im excited for my confirmation camp this friday!!! tehee. :) I volunteered to do admin because i thought i could control what group and what bus and all that. ( but oh well screw it. i just did it fairly) Now im kinda regretting because the rest probably thinks im too bossy or a perfectionist or something ( which im really not trying to be bossy!!!! i just want a certain stuff up to a certain standard)

Here's a true story. :)
I have a friend who met with her sister's guy friend to play badminton. And who knows? The guy turns out liking her and he told the sister that he want to pikat her slowly. (lol) But then he posted immediately on her fb wall : hey can we be more than friends? To which, she freaked out and said best friends right? haha. but yeah, the thing is the guy told her. So she talked to her another guy friend on his opinion on how to reject a guy without hurting his feelings or being too straight forward. hahha. and the guy told her to tell the badminton guy that she is not ready for it. And then he send her a list of reasons to why she should reject the guy. When she highlighted the text, she saw something written in white ( the microsoft word background is white, so you cant see the words), it writes: i like you.

hahahhahahahaha. epicness.

What ramblings

2011-09-19T21:29:00.001+08:00

This is encrypted: ***
Hint: Something I drink

Anyway, this is something which I saw my classmate posted on FB. :) And it touched me. Even though Naidy strikes me as the kind of person who just sprouts nonsense wherever he goes, he even looks like one. :P But anyway, here's his words of wisdom, where I hundred percent agree!

A friend is someone u can rely on , someone that will be with u through thick and thin ; not someone who would betray u for the sake of power and benefits. Once, a speaker asked the audience, who wants this piece of RM 50 . Everyone raised their hands. Then he stepped on it and asked again. They still raised their hands. But when he tore it into half, nobody raised their hands anymore. Similarly , no matter what happens to u , u will still have ur value. BUT ONCE U HAVE BECOME SO SCREWED UP THAT U LOSE UR DIGNITY AND PRIDE, U LOSE UR VALUE WHATSOEVER. They say if u want to see a person's true colours, give them power. Some people have become slaves to power rather than the owner.路遥知马力，日久见人心。 There is no such thing as politics among real friends. Always remember, a NO is more powerful than a YES. A SORRY is more powerful than a THANK YOU. Politicians are best at asking ppl to forget and forgive their faults , but are they truly sorry?U cant change the facts. Wrong means wrong. U cant just kill someone and say , : oh, he was a nobody,who cares? Pls la don't say u dont have a choice. We make our own choices in life,we decide our own paths NOT OTHER PEOPLE. What makes a person respectable is not how much one earns, it's how he brings himself around.No matter who we are, dog pig cat or whatever, u will end up 6 feet under the ground after u die,wont u rather die knowing that u were a good and loyal friend? But, it takes great mental strength to betray someone and go smiling at them the next day. I applaud u. I could never do that. Well, thats the end of my ramblings. U know who u are.

Awww. :')

You are beautiful in every single way

2011-09-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

:) I am selected! Wooohooo~!
I am super excited, maybe because this will be the first time I get to travel to other countries to experience life without my family! And what more, with a bunch of strangers (hopefully friends in the future)

But, i am also pretty nervous. From the few people that I saw on AFS Facebook who also got selected for the program, they are good..
Like, really really good.
Whew. One of them is also the head librarian of 2011/2012!! hehe.
And then another one of them also joined Young Enterprise. haha.
Another one has damn pro photoshop skills. English also best.
There's this guy who's really really funny. :)

Oh dear, its gonna be super tough. I will be among the cream of the crop. And i will suck. :( I feel so inferior compared to them. lol. Probably gonna learn to play a malaysian song on guitar and piano after my exams. That will give me something to say:

Although you are the head prefect and you joined the YE in your school, plus your english is really flawless and bombastic, *takes breathe*, not to mention you are really good in photoshop and you have a sense of humour, I can play a malaysian song on the guitar.

Oh gosh, who am I kidding man? I bet he/she can plays the guitar well too. Damn.

Have to start studying!!!! Exams is twenty days away and I am not even a quarter there yet.

Of Quotations

2011-09-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

Move; Learn; Eat

2011-09-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

MOVE from Rick Mereki on Vimeo.

LEARN from Rick Mereki on Vimeo.

EAT from Rick Mereki on Vimeo.

This is how true travelling should be. :) Super awesome. I will do this one day.

What makes you stronger;

2011-09-17T22:58:00.001+08:00

I don't ever remembering a time I gave up, except probably the incident with my sister.

But other than that, whenever someone scolds me, mocks me, said there was no way in hell I could ever do that. I will do everything I can to do it.

I still remember alot of times when people tried to put me down, and I will be very miserable about it for awhile, and then I will feel angry and then I will change my anger to something where I can prove to that person that he or she is wrong.

For example....... when my standard five teacher told me (or rather she told the whole class), that I was lazy and I will never get good results in chinese for UPSR. Guess what. I got 2 freaking A's. The reason why I am still taking the subject chinese is all thanks to her. Its to prove to her that she's wrong.
I know people who have gave up. I know people who were excellent in chinese in their primary but it somehow deteriorated along the way. So after their PMR examinations, they just gave up. Just like that. And no, I am not going to be like that.

When someone said alamak. aili shuffling damn horrible. I practiced everyday. I got alot of people to teach me. I raped the YouTube replay button of the video til i managed to do it.

When my friend criticised my badminton, I wanted to give up (almost did), I vowed to never played badminton with other people again. But then I think carefully, and thought WHY THE HELL should I let that get to me. So I went for badminton training every Sunday and my badminton improve. I can finally hit the shuttlecock. So yeah. I probably have to thank you for making me more awesome than before. :) And i don't want your apology.

When I didn't got in the nostalgia interview for graphic designing. I went through tutorials and read the books and did through research. I practiced and practiced, got other people to give constructive criticism and improve.

I am a survivor. :) Ask anybody who knew me for quite awhile already and they will agree.
So yes, don't think you can put me down by criticising me, calling me nicknames. That won't stop me and you will probably regret it someday, bye!

On Food in Taiwan

2011-09-16T11:01:00.002+08:00

台湾的食物真的是另你垂涎三尺。你去到那儿，那儿就有美味佳肴。

第一天晚上的晚餐过后的食物：

在酒店吃的早餐：

在路边买的泡沫茶：

在一间7 eleven 看到的：

真的是什么都有！我们马来西亚的哪里有那么多食物.

台湾的一间糖果店：

在街边买的potatoballs:

又去买鲜茶！

omochi （不懂那个华语名是什么）

第二天晚上，我们踏捷运去很多人建议去的士林夜市吃晚餐。
一踏进那个夜市，就可以嗅到一股臭味。

台湾喜欢吃的臭豆腐！

这个是我在那儿最喜欢吃的点心！
我爸爸点了四种不同的刨冰：

这种冰要用一个特别的机器。

可是看起来好像是用那个普通的ice kacang机器!

大排长龙！(i think this means very long queue, but I am not sure.. )

人山人海，挤得水泄不通！

第三天，在动物园也买了食物吃：

到台北101！

第三天晚上，我们去師大路夜市

第三天早上的早餐！

我们到猫空茶园:

去博物馆的路途中：

在 7 eleven 买的

再捷运站买的：

虽然还有很多小吃，可是忘记拍下来了因为我们觉得食物太好吃了！

Ignorance is bliss

2011-09-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

每天，我会对自己说那句话，希望可以骗得了自己。

I still stick out like a freaking sore thumb. How am I ever going to be able to fit in with them? I can't even bring myself to be myself with them. I have no idea why, they are just like everyone else, but it's so difficult. I am so afraid that everything I say, I do will be used to judge me. And maybe a part of my brain thinks that they wouldn't appreciate what I do, so why bother wasting it.

一个是现在的同班朋友，另一个是教堂的朋友。

but I can never bring myself to tell them that, even if they ask me so many times why. Then, they will question me whether I was sincere throughout the journey, or was it all an act, everything I ever said or done.

Disappointment

2011-09-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

今天，是一个令我失望的一天。这是因为老师在整班面前说我的作文写到很差，又不是我故意要写到这样的吗。就因为这样，我觉得整班在取笑我，为什么她无药可救了，还要上华文班哪？

我问我的朋友怎样进步？她就说在我的日记这里，要写华语，至少一个星期一次。可是，我的华语真的不是很好，所以难免有很多错误。如果你看到了，请留言帮我改正。谢谢。

That was so difficult. Just typing out these few sentences took me 10 minutes. I guess my chinese really deteriorated alot since standard six. :( Anyway, I will be trying my best to write in chinese, probably everyday from now on wards, but don't worry, my posts will still contain english because I still need to maintain my english standard. Again, please help me to correct whatever mistakes I made in my chinese. haha thanks :) I know very few people read this blog, but still heh. I wished some super pro chinese shi fu will spot my blog and help me.

Bani? ?

2011-09-11T15:00:00.001+08:00

YESSS! I broke the record. uh huh~

Didn't checked my phone.

Happy birthday joyceee! :)

Twas was a great day!

Compatible much?

2011-09-09T20:31:00.002+08:00

How often do i check my phone during outings with my friends?

VERY OFTEN.

1. I don't want to seem bored AKA nothing to do.

2. I want to pretend that I am not lonely.

3. Our date went baaad. :(

I shall make it a point to not check my phone at all tomorrow. Lets hope it works!

This girl is someone who is intelligent, hardworking, meticulous, brave and pretty. Even in class, when they ajak me out for anything, the guys asked me to ask her to come along, and they only saw her once! oh come on man. sigh. i am so envious of her.

but, i still love her! :)

Happy birthday Yew Ke Li! You are finally legal! hehehe.

Fears

2011-09-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

I have three things which I am currently very afraid now. :(

1. Eggs which are hot

The conditions for me to be afraid of it is :

1. They must be hot.

2. They must be hard boiled eggs.

3. I have to cut it open.

The reason why I have this phobia is because my grandmother microwaved an egg for me in the morning, which is a very very bad idea. The minute my spoon sliced the egg into half was the minute the egg exploded and i saw bright white light.

2. Sockets with plugs.

The only condition for this one is if I hav to touch it. My hand was not wet and everything was off, but the minute i put the plug into the socket. It exploded. While I was holding it. I wasn't electrocuted or anything (thank God), but yes I wasn't able to move properly for one hour thanks to it.

3. Fire

The conditions are I have to go near it.

So lighting a match or using a lighter is nearly impossible for me, unless I am dying (like in OBM)

The reason why I am scared of this is because when I was young, my fingers were burnt because I lit a piece of paper with fire and it spread. I was young, naive and an idiot, I didn't know fires could spread that fast. If my mother had not been drinking a cup of water, I could have burnt my whole study room down.

4. Monkeys

I fed it cabbage. It bit me on the finger. The wound got infected. Nuff said.

5. Caramel pudding

I am not touching it, or going within a one meter radius of it, or eating it.

This is because this is the food which resulted in me getting my first food poisoning.

And guess what, its hospital food. hooray.

And after that, I had food poisoning every single year without fail til last year. (thank God)

There are more, but thats it for now. :P

The new eye blinding decision

2011-09-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

Okay, not many people like the colour pink, but I do! Although I am sort of a tom boy, who cares! haha. You see, I think an interesting and wacky colour defines people, such as pink or orange. Whereas if you like blue or black, it means you are a normal and boring person. (sorry, didn't mean to offend any of you who likes blue or black). Some pretty awesome pink stuff are:

The car that Elvis gave his mum.

Pink lemonade, you should definitely not miss out on this drink!!!

The breast cancer fighting symbol.

Not forgetting,

COTTON CANDY!

Victoria's secret line pink ( okay, i admit I don't know this til i googled what else is famous in pink. haha)

Pink is awesome everyone! Learn to embrace it! Like ME :)

YE Camp @ Outbac Broga

2011-09-04T10:10:00.003+08:00

I guess I probably have to explain to you about YE and outbac Broga.

YE Stands for Young Enterprise and that's my school club where we make stuff and sell them.

Outbac Broga is a really awesome campsite in Semenyih, and its cheap! haha I only paid RM 55 to go for this 2 days 1 night camp.

So on the first day, I came back from Taiwan at 2 am in the morning, and I was exhausted from the whole trip. I had to wake up at 7.30 am the next day to pack my luggage and prepare myself to go to the DIM SUM place near my school for breakfast with my friends. But guesss what? They were late. -.- Oh gosh, imagine the time I could have slept in if I don't have to wait for them. Anyway, after waiting for what seems like an hour (but its only fifteen minutes-you cant blame me, i was paranoid everyone was staring at me because i was carrying my luggage around!), we ate, we paid and we walked to school.

We were like 3 minutes late. Oh, come one. And they wanted to punish us for that. Luckily, our managing director, Lim Yu Xian was later! hahahah. So we weren't punished. Actually she and pei yan was not punished either. :P

We departed for the place and we reached rabbit fun land after 45 minutes.

Rabbit fun land is ... disturbing. Despite having all the cute rabbits, horses and goats wondering around, you also see a sign board that stops your right in your tracks.

OKAYYYYYY. Not something I really want to eat.

The place was cool anyway if i ignore all the rabbit meat sign boards.

There was a place where we could walked in this netting bridge sort of thing. and it was super funn!!!

oh right, but still the entrance fee is super not worth it!!! Its rm 5! and that's not included in the pony riding. sigh.

rabbits;

goats;

monkeys;

and many more animals which i won't bother posting up because that will only jam up my blog.

this guy briefed us on what we were going to do. :)

his name is doctor yap i think. And yeah, he tried to be funny. but failed. tsk tsk.

after we settled in to our dorms. I became in charge of handling the key. sigh. not that i hate responsibilities or anything. its just that i thought i could relax in the camp. but i thought fine nvm its fine. its just my dorm key anyway. and then what happens is the others who were in charge of the key did not always bring their key. so they always came in through our door. so much for being in charge of one dorm.

this is the food. it sucks.

and then we had to wash our dishes. :)

one thing i love though about the place, is their signboards.

next, its the leap of faith. lol its a sort of obstacle course. except we are playing only three of the stations. so this is one station which we chose in our package.

the station requires to climb the tree and stand on the platform and then jump and grab hole of the bar. If you don't, you will fall. >:) but dont worry, not all the way to the ground, just suspended in mid air.

its pretty easy. hahah.

but also quite scary, if you fail.

next station game is flying fox.

omygosh! i love the adrenaline russsshhh!!! :DDDDDDD HEIGHTS! the thing is 60 feets high, but the distance is pretty short. so very fast reach edi.

these people were prepared to meet their fate. :)

anyway, i will just post a picture of myself. heh. i know, i know. I am so vain!

After this station game, we had rafting. just like the librarian leadership camp, except this time, with the help two very valuable scouts in our group and a physics teacher-haha! we managed to float for a while. xD

teamwork!

first group did well.

and then the passed the raft to us. and its our turn :D but what we had in mind was a little different. We wanted to turn the whole raft upside down. hehehe.

we almost did it. lol. so close. but plan failed. in the end all of us ended up jumping into the yucky and slimy pond. Reminds me of all the ponding sessions I went through ;)

haha we still turned the thing upside down anyway, and our two blue canisters were loose and we had to fetch them back to shore.

group picture! awesome much!

after that, we went to bathe and had BBQ!!!

we BBQ-ed like no other's business. :) lol, due to inexperienceness, most of our chicken were not cooked. so we ate from miss winnie's chickens. :) haha, she the expert!

the food was good that night. lol.

after the BBQ, we had night walk. Where we were told not to bring our torch lights or anything that emitts or reflects light. and then we were told to be silent and not to talk. And he brought us in the jungle. left us standing alone, we still can see each other though, but just at a pretty far distance. for around 30 minutes. Sigh. I saw xue mei and dhivea. but alot of them were wearing white. so they looked like ghosts with their long hair floating at a distance. just great. ..

after we went back, we played some games organized by yu xian in the main hall. :)

first game is where we were split into groups and required to turn the cloth. with all our feets still stepping on the cloth.

second game was where everyone was suppose to hold one end of the string that are tied to the marker pen and control the marker pen and draw out a shape.

this is our group's drawing :) lol. for the second one anyway. where we were suppose to write i love you creatively.

and we did this~ not bad right!

The third game is where we were suppose to hold short pieces of straws between our fingers and turn the circle from inside to outside.

After the game, I crashed out on bed. Considering the fact that its already 12. and we have to wake up at 5 in the morning the next day. and i only had a few hour sleep. I figured I wouldn't be able to climb the hill tomorrow. So smart and responsible me decided to be spoil sport for a night and not chat up late with the rest of them and it was so worth it!!!

While everyone was feeling dead tired, I felt the energy surging through me! :D hahha.

The view from Broga Hill first peak :)

beautiful :')

And seriously, you have to be there to experience it! Its really really breathtaking!!! and the air up there is so fresh and nice and cooling.

People were already dead tired by the time they climbed the hill.

Its the climb. Picture taken from someone else's blog. Nothing compared to Outward Bound of course, minus the things I had to carry in outward bound such as tent sheet, tent pegs, maestin, food, frying pan etc.

We took a group picture with our instructors.

The one beside me was an absolute retard :)

See the sun slowly peeking from behind the hills.

and then finally, the first burst of rays!!!

CREDITS TO ME! muahahahhaha.

Took another group picture and we went back down.

I badly wanted to find out what the english center was, the group who came the same time as us. :( why? its a secret ;D but hahahahha. yes. Im still checking google and blogs to see whether I can find out what the english center is.

After we went back, had breakfast and we went kayaking! Its so good to have experience kayaking. While everyone was fumbling and having problems with which way to turn, me and yu xian sailed through it like a breeze! And she was a very sporting partner, when I wanted to capsize, she agreed. And so are dhivea and snot! We rafted our kayaks together and stood up in the middle of the lake! ahahahhaha. so fun! Besides that, we also went to rescue other kayaks. :P I lost my hat though when I capsized. :( So sad. My hat with my name and the pins I collected as souvenirs from travelling. All GONE! T.T

After we bathed, teacher announced the angels and mortals thing. My mortal is Dhivea and thankfully she's a nice mortal, she never complains. My angel is Xue Mei. hahha.

After everybody was done, we set off to find to Outbac logo. and it was a really weird logo, mind you.

It looks more like a poster. lol.

And then we took picture with the temple.

After eating at a nearby chicken rice store. lol where they claimed their chicken rice was the best in semenyih.

And after that, we went to a home nearby. It was a very nice one, a christian one of course. :)

Specially for chinese and indians, since it was a christian home, so no malays were sent there.

The kids there were super friendly, cute and talented. They sing well. There was a girl who can play the piano, shuffle and dance to shakira! Oh gosh! Damn cool!

Instead of us entertaining them, they entertained us. She really opened up my eyes. She who does not have much does her best to learn by using whatever she has, but i don't do it, I just let the opportunity waste itself.

And then, we visited the younger kids.

This guy is so cute. He did a cartwheel hahha! :P He reminded of me of Li An.

We actually went to visit the boys also, but not enough time. On the way out, we talked to an old man where he lectured us on the importance of not sending our parents to homes.

That's it. Overall, I had fun and it was pretty interesting as I experienced many new stuff. I love hanging out with the YE gang as they are all very fun and sporting, all leaders in their own way, in fact. :) Love it!

I failed :(

2011-08-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

I think its me.

At the same time, I dont think its entirely me.

I tried. I really really tried. :(

You see the other groups saying stuff like:

Its so fun! I want to do it again!

But you see nada from my group.

How does Jon do it? How does Marissa do it?

How come there are like no hiccups or anything for their groups.

I wish I can convinced myself that because the people in their groups are more sporting or maybe its easier for them because its children! Children are so easy to talk to and play with. Ours are old folks. When I talked to them (which I seriously tried very very hard), I either got some head shaking, or they couldn't understand what I was saying, or I can't hear what they say or they were talking nonsense, or they just had nothing to talk about and I ran out of questions.

At least, I know I did my best... That's why I never volunteered to become a leader. Someone like Tam or Zack would be better.. probably.

They keep reassuring me that I did okay. But no I know its not. :( Maybe its due to the fact that I didn't exactly pray much about it. But I feel a little happy knowing I gained something from it even if the others didn't. And it was fun. A little fun. the setting up part and the trying to talk to them part. Okay maybe it wasn't exactly fun but I felt contented doing it. I dont know why. hahah .I must be mentally retarded or something. Maybe my dream is to become a nurse and wipe people's butts after all and not some IT artificial intelligence professor.

18/8/11

2011-08-19T16:39:00.003+08:00

You live such a perfect life. Why complain?

You don't know there are others suffering out there. Shouldering the burden. Feeling very alone.

You are stupid, you are pathetic.

They are strong, they smile at you and you don't realize anything.

You take them for granted.

You should have been contented, be happy.

You shouldn't be so inquisitive.

Did you know? Curiousity killed the cat.

You shouldn't ask questions.

You should just be silent and continue living your happy life.

But no, you are not happy, you want to know more.

Well, you got what you want.

What you don't know can't hurt you.

But now that you know...

You can't erase it. It will be forever imprinted in your mind.

You can't share with anyone.

Beauty pageants harmful or not?

2011-08-17T15:56:00.003+08:00

Its so so tense when we discuss the debate.

And what's worse, it was only a "pretend" debate for our english oral presentation. All we had to do was to prepare a script for the government and the opposition teams.

When we decided to give it a test run, or we share points. I felt so defensive of my motion. :( I think the rest feels the same too. It is suppose to be human nature to want to be right all the time.

So i hold my tongue. I count to ten and I took a deep breathe. I manage to control myself and not say whatever that comes to my mind immediately. I agree with the opposing team's points even though I dont fully agree with it (and my mind was thinking of ways to rebut the point and i compliment them when I couldn't think of a rebuttal to the point (even though I wasn't very happy).

But now I am glad I did that. =] feels nice to be humble and see from another's perspective for once. Its been very very long since I did that.

Ilovemyself

2011-08-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

I think this year is one of most proudest moments. Seriously :') Im glad I stuck through everything that was thrown at me. The penghargaan trophy! heh. Maybe I don't think I contributed enough yet, but Im glad I still got it because although it was little, it was still effort, hard effort :P .

And my marching medal! weeeheee :D

I guess being commited does pay off.
To those who always get medals and trophies: You guys probably won't treasure it like me. :) So buzz off losers and dont insult my small trophy and medal. And maybe you all think its nothing compared to debate or running but can you get my medal or my trophy? Talk to me after you got it. Kthxbai :)

Cambodia Trip 2011

2011-08-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

Do you know that the cambodian flag is the only flag in the world which features a building? Bet you didn't. :D

So, I went Cambodia on the .... (I am so pathetic to the point that I can't even remember which dates I went. I better check with my dad and update later on.)

It was an interesting trip because it wasn't like the normal escapes.

Oh, and I did not visit the eminent Angkor Wat, many which dream of seeing. but haha! will be going back there the next summer holiday. For this year, its Taipei, Egypt(my choice) and Abu Dhabi (Dad's choice)!

The reason why I did not visit Angkor Wat was because we went to visit my dad in Phnom Penh, meaning we didn't stay in a hotel, we stayed in his apartment!

So here is to us! on the way to the airport.

My dad's apartment! Wow, mind you! The apartments in Cambodia are so different from Malaysia! I mean, its kind of smaller and it just looks like a semi detached (maybe bigger) and there's a car park (which looks like my house's car park just maybe 3 times bigger?)

My dad's van :D - company sponsored of course.

There's a freaking sun roof!

And yes we were chilling in the car and camwhoring when we noticed something, there were very few cars on the road. Instead, there was...

motorcycles! lots of them! Its like motorcycle land.

And then, we spotted a kid. A kid.... who was probably around my brother's age.

He had brown skin and eyes that pierce right through your soul. He wore no shoes or slippers. Barefooted, he walked on the roads under the scorching sun. He went from one car to another car, selling a bundle of jasmine flowers. :'( It was so saddening. I felt tempted to ask my dad to stop the moving car, get down the car and give him my shoes. What's worse is, he was not the only one. Further down the road, there were people offering car wash, more jasmine flowers, newspapers and even more. People of different ages. Suddenly, I feel so fortunate. I feel miserable and guilty because although we bought the jasmine flowers, we just continued on with our lives smiling, pretending nothing had happened. But i think the scene of the small boy selling flowers will be imprinted into my memory, til the day i die..

My brother took pictures with it. It smelled nice. :)

Anyway, my dad had to clear up some office work or something. So we went to his bank there. The bank, did not look like a bank!!! It looked like an apartment. lol.

There's a singapore in my dad's CIMB Bank.

Or rather, a room named Singapore. :P

After my dad finished his work, we went for a river cruise~

Saw tutti frutti along the way! coolz!

Our boat, all to our ownselves. Heh.

The boat has two levels! So we immediately climbed to the higher level to enjoy the scenery = take picturesss!

If you are interested ;D

Signs of my sister turning crazy.

staring at the moon with a creepy smile.

The boat prepared fruits for us. lol. and drinks.

mangosteen! Omygosh! And i don't have to worry whether there will be giant ants crawling all over those.

and rambutans. nah sorry. i dont like rambutans. The are too hairy for my taste, which makes it kind of ironic since im on the hairy side. But everything is already cut open for us. So its not messy and hassle free.

We bite into the sweet, juicy fruits while enjoying the boat rock to and fro. :) It can be romantic, but not really, not the correct people. haha.

After that, we went down to enjoy our dinner!

This is the bomb! Like seriously, the best out of all the food! The spiciness tingles your taste buds.

prawns and squids.

Chicken i think. with veggie. yuck.

We mixed angkor and sprite. it tastes like shandy. I still hate the smell, but my dad forced me to drink. Like how he did when I didn't want to eat durian.

What was disgusting that there were those water flies with very very long tails jumping around. I would show you the picture, but im not sure where it went.. and they got stucked in our food! :( so its like fear factor! Almost ate one water fly. They get stucked to your hair or your clothes too.

After the cruise, we went for ice cream at a cafe my father recommends. :D Mygosh! I damn like the cafe weih! Its called the blue pumpkin. cute name

the menu.

do you know why i like it? Because of this!

looks like a home right? Not like a cafe. haha. we get to take off our shoes and rest on the couch there. and eat the ice cream there.

its like heaven. :)

so soft and cosy til my brother fell asleep.

and the ice cream!

nom nom nom :D

We bought some buns and macarons!!!! and head home. END of DAY.

The next morning,

breakfast!

First time eating macarons, and it left us wondering whether all the macarons are actually like this? HARD, dry and very sweet.

After our breakfast, we went shopping :D HEHE.

Scarves! Of different shapes, sizes, patterns and textures!

The shop sells cute pouches as well. My dad always comes to this store to buy scarves for his colleagues. So the girl gave him discount!

Who wears the bag better? :D

My brother-

Or me?

After this, we had lunch in a mall.

Yeah, still a wholesale mall.

Their way of serving this thing is kinda cool.

My brother's toy creation. pfft.

After that, we went to the yellow building. I forgot what its called already, but they sell alot of gemstones.

Along the way, I switched my camera to vivid note. So you can note: all the beautiful colours :D

ahahahhaha.

All the motorbikes!

Snails~

Inside the yellow building!

Are precious gemstones.

The unprocessed ones.

and of course - the real deal.

July's gemstone was ruby. :) Awesomeeeeee! My favourite colour.

my and my sister got matching rings :D

This is how you try out the rings size. lol.

My finger diamater is bigger than my sister's FML.

Diamond studsss :D

Anyway, yes everything is very nice. But even though the jewels are real, its not the very very very real one. The very very very very real one will be like probably 1 k + already for something so small.

After that, we went shopping at the export shops ( the best shops in cambodia) :P Everything there is branded. Not that I am brand conscious or anything. Its just that when people like what you are wearing, they ask me things like oh where is it from? lol. And if i tell them this shop name (like from another country or not that famous one) they will be like whaaaaat. haha. But everything at the export shop - banana republic, forever 21, zara, mango etc etc is cheaper than sold at the original shop. so me, my sister, my brother, my father and my mother went crazy. xD

We bought so many stuff that the export shop treat us to free ice cream.

We had dinner.

They had people performing :)

Famiree picture

Me and my brother getting ready for the food.

When our first dish came, it was hot! as in literally on fire :D

Fried rice.

Vegie

And my favourite- the dessert. its like um. banana + alcohol (normally, i hate alcohol, but i guess this is the exception :D) It tastes fantastic!

We went shopping at the nearby night market after that.

My sistery trying on something under the sarong (haha if she sees this picture on my blog, she will kill me :P so dont tell her). After that, we went to check out the club and casino at the hotel there. It was so smoky. And there was all the loud music and all. but cheh. nothing much one la. I still don't understand why people are so hyped up to go clubbing.

me, my mum and my sis outside the restaurant.

The next morning, we went swimming. :D haha.

vivid mode on.

they had all the floats and all that there, so we kind of used it and raced each other :P

And then we tried teaching our brother how to move. lol. epic fail.

We went for lunch before we left for the airport.

Ried Rice. HAHAHAHAHHA.

birth's nest. hahhahahhaha.

here's some birth's nest. :D

My brother was amazed by it.

After packing our luggage- home sweet home.

There is a thin line between humour and hurt.

2011-08-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Ai Li, Smile. You have to. You cannot cry. If you dare cry, I will kill you, for breaking the promise.

Someecards are cool!

2011-08-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

I dont want to hurt her

2011-08-11T17:18:00.002+08:00

She really doesn't understand. Its not that I don't want her to be there and all, but if she keeps doing everything that I am suppose to do. I won't learn and I definitely won't be able to grow. Everything will just be fed to me from a silver spoon and I will be really clueless next time when she is really gone.

I am not sure if I am being over controlling or sensitive now, or is she the one being over controlling? Whatever it is, my psychologist says i have the tendency to do that. That I don't like being wrong or told what to do once my mind knows that I am the leader.

Plus, it takes me a long time to get used to the title. I still can't even believe I was the naib. Seriously. And everytime I want to do something, she's there to poke in and stab all her fingers into my pie. Its not that I don't appreciate it, but its time I start learning how to fly on my own? Don't you think so?

And every single time I feel like telling her this, words don't come out. I just take one look at her face and I know she's not happy with what I am implying.

It was a new month

2011-08-09T22:32:00.002+08:00

This month, I actually decided I am fed up with all this crap. I seriously have no idea why I can feel so happy one moment and then feel angry or depressed the next. I tried. I really tried. I talk to God everyday after the day is over, asking again and again for strength to control myself, but no, I still feel it. And im actually very disgusted with myself already.

Things I have to start doing :

1. My homework.

2. Studying and revising for finals.

3. Smile the whole day, even when I don't feel like smiling.

4. Talk in a polite tone to my family.

5. Not take out my anger on my family.

6. Being a role model and a teacher's pet.

7. Pretend to be happy and hyper, yes or people will say you are pathetic or wearing a mask.

8. Say hi to everyone I meet and smile a them.

9. Be firm but strict.

10. Do not lose my temper under any circumstances. Stop being so sensitive. Yes, be very very unsensitive.

11. Finish my nostalgia work.

12. Pretend everything's fine.

13. Finish up my AFS form.

14. Continue reading the bible everyday.

15. Play badminton everyday. and

16. do sit ups 20 times before i sleep.

17. run every thursdays.

18. movie marathon :D

Paranoia

2011-08-08T19:24:00.002+08:00

I still have this sinking feeling which doesn't seem to go away deep down in my gut.

Last Saturday was our annual librarian ~~hi-tea.~~dinner :D

Yes, again all thanks to my AJKS for doing the different stuff correctly, somehow. Especially Amanda Chan! She kind of saved me from not eating at all.

All the AJK's and the birthday girl of the night -Pn M! HAHA. The teacher who still insists she is forever eighteen.

Honestly, although i was stressed out the whole time, I still had fun ;D

We had our dinner at fullhouse, Giza mall. I heard the Damansara Utama librarians are doing that this year as well at the same venue. whoo~

AJK's went in to set up the stuff first. Decoration. Simple ones la like balloons and backdrop.

Registration and voting table - handled by sheen woei and natalie.

The food was not bad too la.

The biscuit thing is heavenly!!

Salmon! ♥

hehe. Desserts!

Main food is spaghetti and lamb chop. Not bad la if you like lamb. I hate lamb. So whatever.

We started off the night with limbo.

And we were actually suppose to do cha cha slide after that, but the videos I burned into the CD did not work :( EESH!

So we skipped that and move straight on to dinner! There were performances.

First performance was lame jokes by darren kee. Aiyo. Epic fail.

Second performance -Kelly and her twins.

I would still have preferred potter puppets ;D

third performance - ian and yoyo!

Is damn cool!

4th performance-zhiwei and friends.

oh we had an award night kind of thing too :P

Actually, wanted to call justin to bring out the cake while pn M was still on stage! zzzz stupid justin. When i called him, he started lighting the candles. EEsh. Pn M went down. :(

So during the lucky draw. We invited special guests up! again, we invited pn M up. Haiyo. And then we invited justin and his friends to come up to present the cake and a song to pn M.

the cake was baked by justin! Cheesecake! awesomeness!

and then lai mun gave some librarians the hearts i bought. :)

ta-da!

And so that's how the dinner ended.

Oh, we took a group photo as well :P

75 came. Not bad right? :D I will say event was a success, but I can't be too sure la :P

I love the epicness of these three pictures :)

Pengerusi's - Future, Present, Past, Past Participle :P

The stupid epicly fail model session with jia yi! ♥

Someone, please remind me to kill ceymone, shazmone, su yi and raisa. kthxbai :(

They poured the damn glitter on me while everyone kena a little on face only.

I washed my hair FIVES TIME ALREADY! and its still not coming out.

Freaking hate it.

2011-08-07T22:23:00.004+08:00

I cannot stand it anymore. So what if Darren is my friend? What's wrong with that? Why the heck do I care whether he is irresponsible or whatever. All i know is he is a good friend. Why do you judge me for being friends with him?

Seriously, I hate hearing things like : You know ah, your good friend darren kee bla bla blaaaaaaaa.

If you dont like his behaviour, just tell it straight to his face. Why must go through me?

The next person who comes up to me and tells me something about darren which he/she doesn't like. Im gonna slap the person's face. No matter how close you are to me or how important you are, you have no right to say that.

I am an idiot, i say hurtful things without thinking.

2011-08-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

:( I am sorry.

I just realize i will probably never get to bond with my naib.

1. He doesn't own a blog or a tumblr.

2. He's probably also on another frequency.

3. He hates me.

Pottermore

2011-08-05T22:45:00.003+08:00

I have been refreshing the page every hour or so, and yes i got in!

To those who don't know what pottermore is. Um..

This is from the press release :
For this groundbreaking collaborative project, J.K. Rowling has written extensive new material about the characters, places and objects in the much-loved stories, which will inform, inspire and entertain readers as they journey through the storylines of the books. Pottermore will later incorporate an online shop where people can purchase exclusively the long-awaited Harry Potter eBooks, in partnership with J.K. Rowling’s publishers worldwide, and is ultimately intended to become an online reading experience, extending the relevance of Harry Potter to new generations of readers, while still appealing to existing fans. As the Pottermore Shop develops, it is intended that it should include further products designed specifically for Harry Potter fans, offering a potential outlet for Sony products and services related to Pottermore. In keeping with Harry Potter’s international appeal, the site will launch in English, French, Italian, German and Spanish, with more languages to follow.

The website is going to be interactive :D and its just really really cool if you are a die hard harry potter fan :) So yes, they have this magic quill thing. Where if you go to pottermore.com and if you are really lucky like me. Registration will be open. They will give you a question and then you have to answer it.

My question was how many chapters are there in harry potter and the half blood prince? :P

Omygosh. I was so afraid the registration will close anytime. I rushed to my room, grab the book and started counting! Answer is thirty! Hehe.

So i registered and got in!

Yipeee! :) Look at my name man! Above harry potter!

Imma Beee

2011-08-05T16:55:00.003+08:00

So. Mesyuarat Agong is over. :'( So is the reign of kelly ng and form fives. And now its our turn. I teared up during their speeches because I realize finally, after having them guide me all the time for three years, there's gonna be no one now. No one to turn to, except my own AJK's. And it will probably be one of the last time I see all of them together. And then there will probably be no one to see during recess except cheesie and pn M. Nobody comes to the room and sit and chat there like they own the room like them.

Although I am not close to all the form fives, I love them. I love every single librarian. If you are a librarian, I may have scolded you when you are disobedient, but I still love every single one of you, because we have this unbreakable bond that we share when we sign our slave contracts to Pn M. We are a family. And i will be very very very sad to hear any SMK Damansara Jaya librarian say they have regretted joining the librarian board at the end. Maybe, some will say they regretted it at first. But in the end. trust me. They will say it's worth it. When you go to other schools, the librarians in their library board will not be as close together and refer to each other as brothers and sisters. The form five I am closest to is kelly ng. :') amd seriously, Thank you God. Im greatful for having her in my life for the three years that I know her! It has been fun, full of craziness and laughter, she has been there for me through my ups, my downs, my anger or my hyperness.

lol here are the form fives checking out their scrapbooks. Im so glad they like it weih. :) I was like aaaaahhhh what to doooo. Budget only RM 5!!!! At least, the books come from alot of stalking and effort. :)

The cake. NOM. NOM. NOM. :D heh. beeeess :) our mascot. credits to amanda because it was actually personalized so its a little more expensive.

lol. look at my stupid retarded left hand. Bleeegghhhh. Anyways, i was not asking him for a dance. I was giving him a potato! HAHA. Cause he likes potatoes.

Congratulations to all the new AJKs.

P. Ketua : Wong Zhiwei

Setiausaha : Natalie Chong

N. Setiausaha : Lee Yi Ling

Bendahari : Amanda Chan

N. Bendahari : Brian Leow

K. Disiplin : Belinda Leong

P. K. Disiplin : Ceymone Ng

Ajk Disiplin : Rachel Low

K Pengkelasan : Sheen Woei

AJKS : Ng Jia Yi, Yean Yee, Lai Wei Jan

K. Bhg pengurusan keahlian : Teoh Jia Hui

AJKs : Oh Chai Lee, Chuah Shu Jing, Kong Yee Jin

Ketua BBM : Yee Lai Mun

P. Ketua BBM : Tan Ferng Yi

AJK BHG kejuruteraan komputer : Ng zhi choon

Ketua publisiti : Yuet Shuang

P. K. Publisiti : Shiang Qian

Ketua Majalah & Nilam : Lok Hui Yi

P. K. Majalah & Nilam : Lo Zhen Xin

AJK: Woo Cheng Jun

Ketua Inventori : Sum Chee Yee

P. K. Inventori : Moi Sze Lyne

AJK Bhg Inventori : Ashwinie

K. Keceriaan and Kebersihan : Lam Shi Hui

P. K. K & K : Ho Xinzheng

Oh yes, I knew, but one week before. :)

P/s I GOT IN!!!! I got shortlisted~~~~ Oh yeahh babehhh~~~~~~

Green Academy! Germany! January! I can't wait!!!! :D

Happening :D

2011-08-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

Maybe i will survive these two years after all ;)

Here are some lameeee jokes created by my niece - Xiao Yan and my sister - Yue Teng

HAHA. Stupid la. Its just pure nonsense.

1. What city is dangerous?

Electricity :)

2. What city is fast

Velocity!

3. What city can fly?

Owl City. Duh.

4. What city is famous?

Siti (city) Nurhaliza!!! :DDDD

I just had my librarian board photoshoot today. They kept changing the dates and time and all.

They said librarians are super noisy and super hard to control. Sigh. NVM. WE ARE THE FUN GROUP!!!!

It was actually pretty awkward for me, because it was my first time, sitting on the AJK Chair!! AAAAHHHHH. I don't like the AJK chair, but i still think its better than standing squashed up to everyone but at the same time, I feel so far away from my friends. :( Nvm. Next year, I will be sitting with them. Hehe.

Oh, everyone was kind of surprised. Can the Penolong Ketua please step forward?

And all the nostalgia members were like: She's the penolong? But she's so quiet.

Oh goshhh. -.- Sigh. Whatever la!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR. What's wrong with someone quiet becoming a penolong? As long as i get the job done and i know how to talk at the appropriate time, its fine right? And then, another bomb dropped on me. The teachers who walked passed all stared at me. They know now!!! AAAHHHHH!!! Including the teachers who always scold me because I don't finish their homework. I have to start finishing my homework now. Stress weih. How does kelly do it? Okay fine, how does a normal person do it? -.- Really, i don't get it.

Pictures of uss noissyyy librarians :D *Credits to Pn M.

The lame and the cute :)

Serious shot.

And of course. cannddddiiiiiidddd :D HEH.

Damn weird la. Especially since the teachers looked exactly the same in the candid shot.

That is the question Malaysians have to answer.

2011-08-01T18:35:00.001+08:00

To Lah or not to Lah.

Tattooing my name

2011-07-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

Love! :D

HAHA.

I know they are not happy with me being the leader thing, but I don't even know how the heck did I land myself in this mess. -.-

Whatever. Seriously la, whatever. If you are not happy, just request for a change in position. I will be more than happy and willing to give it to someone else, just not you. =) You can't even be happy for a "friend"? heh.

Someone said I look like trollface.

2011-07-29T23:23:00.004+08:00

Lol. My birthday was Erm. Yeah yesterday. :) I was happy. Luckily, I decided to remove my facebook birthday thing. No need to reply thanks to so many people! haha. And only people who bother to wish will wish.

So im gonna blog about my birthday. Actually, i already celebrated with my family on 24th because my dad cannot make it back on the 28th. You know why i feel even worse? Because he only SMSED happy birthday on the 29th. He didn't even bother calling back. Fine, fine. Whatever. I forgive him since he bought the new laptop that i really need urgently.

Its like damn perfect for graphics and video editing now. It doesn't jam up, or maybe because its new. NVM, we shall see after one year. :D

And alot of people gave me presents. Honestly, i would be just happy with a card or a wish or a hug. :) But of course im more happy with presents la!

Awesomeness. I shall post up the birthday presents here. xD

from shiang qian. lol. the china expo mascot. Omygosh. I have the exact same one. :P lol, but i can't tell her i have it already la. she no face after that. and she filled the box with sweets like what I did for joyi's birthday. lol. copycatzzz!

Chocolates. YESSS! I have been eating chocolates everyday, every time i feel down. After i eat one bar, i feel better. So you see, i have been getting fatter recently. The good thing is, I don't feel down anymore. She also gave me a stack of writing pad with chinese words on them which i dont understand. Then, she pointed out those were from the bible. DENG DENG DENG.

Yes, candies are the best. lol. thanks, jia yi. I haven't even open the packet yet, but it looks good. :D lol very bright. Except my camera not bright la.

In my opinion, i think this is one of the best presents, because lol she actually use her effort. yes, and i like the yew, yes you part. hehe. :D Credits to sheen woei. I will definitely use it.

Presents from phantom of the opera (wth) and steve. lol. those form one/form two librarians damn lifeless man. Walked to 7 E and buy me all this crap. Chewing gum and pringles. lol. okay fine, they are not crap, But how did they know i like pringles T.T Oh, but they got the fact wrong that i like chewing gum. I don't dislike it, but i don't like it either! And this was when i started to abstain from eating junk food.

My dear pengerusi, kelly ng wen yi gave me a card. It was nice with her calligraphy and all. LOL. I will stay awesome and not go to jail. Dont worry :D Killing is bad anyway.
Another good present, in my opinion is this! lol. Made by snotty. I feel like crap now because i gave her such a lousy present. Oh to those who don't know. Yuet shuang's birthday is always one day before me! LOL. So im guessing that's how people remember our birthdays.
Natalie's present is a book! lol finally, someone who understands what i like but doesn't give me food. Thank goodness :D The book was good. I read the first few pages already. hehe. thanks.

CONCLUSION: When i look at my presents, i feel fat. very very very fat. Have to exercise everyday from now onwards. Le sigh.

Oh! Thanks to my family for celebrating earlier! Thanks to my friends in school for having the joint birthday cake thing for belinda, snot, me and amanda. Thanks to all the librarians who bombarded me with wishes the minute i stepped into the library. Thanks to people who smsed me and also thanks to people who wished me on facebook. Yes, thank you :)

LOL. There was one wish i will always remember. From stupid mihirssen G.

He said happy birthday!

And then he continued with the F(four letter) You. [seriously, wth?]

So i asked my friend what do i tell him the next time i see him.

This is what she said:

SAME TO YOU.

Minggu Pusat Sumber 2011

2011-07-28T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. library week ended last week. It wasn't as OOMPH as i expected. Kinda feeling disappointed with myself and others as well. It didn't make the impact i thought it would because well, the exhibition people -ceymone and yi ling probably didn't really know how to do it. When i thought of this theme, i visualized alot and alot of demonstrations, examples and models. Less of talking and reading, more of seeing and feeling. Yeah, that kind of thing. Of course, the theme this year -Survival Skills is also harder to carry out than other years, which are just countries.

Yes. It is interesting, but it did not manage to hold the students attention for long.

1. They think they already know most of it - which is crap. Its just that the exhibition demonstrations and examples were the easy to make and show one (the one's where others already know of it.)

Oh, so what's my say in this MPS? Well, I am the "master mind" behind it, or maybe the reason of the failure of this year's library week. Under me, there's exhibition, games, opening ceremony, publicity, media, research and sales.

Let me just point out what was good and what went wrong.

Exhibition

Factoring in the difficult theme, they manage to pull off library week quite well. Also considering, that this year's mps preparation finished the earliest. (maybe also, because it has the least stuff compared to all the other years.) The decoration was so-so, but i would have preferred more. What they did not do, were the demonstrations part (because the thing slipped my mind during preparation). I also did not check up on them regarding what they were putting in the library. Another thing was, it was not accurate. The tour guides that yi ling picked.... I find that some of them didn't meet the tour guide requirements, but she still put them in. But it was actually pretty good that she did this too, because now i know who can lead and who can't. The treesss..... Suck. We ran out of duct tape and double sided tape on the last day of MPS. So we just told the tour guides to say, there was a landslide and all the trees were crushed. xD

Games

There were very few games in the library this year. I didn't follow up on that as well. Hmmm. For the outside games, there was the drawing competition, the cooking competition and the race. The race was the most successful in my opinion because we finished 15 minutes early before afternoon session school starts. Earliest in the five years of race i have been to! For the drawing competition, I think we should make it compulsory for all classes to send at least one representative in the future. Seriously, SMKDJ students are not that sporting in this area. Cooking competition was okay. I got to eat all the delicious food because I was a judge. :) They were required to start the fire on their own and cook. HAHa. Luckily, no food poisoning. And seriously la, the food was pretty good. Most of them were scouts, so they had no problem starting the fire.

Opening Ceremony

In my opinion, I think they did the best. Seriously, all their hard work and practicing paid off. We collaborated with the st johns (terence was in it!), the scouts, the taekwando and wushu people, and even normal students! :) The perasmian was the coolest of all the years - the DOMINO effect. Very very cool. The sketch was seriously funny. Thanks to lim shiang qian and darren kee. Looks like the students caught most of the punchlines :D Great job la! I still remember some really really funny scenes - mosquitoes scene and the bear scene.

Qie shang: (reads sheltox) Shake well before use.

*qie shang shakes his head vigorously*

Everything was planned really well and although there were a few hiccups on the day itself, considering the limited practice time we have, it was very good.

Publicity

Every year, we face the same problems.

1. Either nostalgia has already bugged every single one of the people we are asking for sponsorship

2. They think there's no point in sponsoring.

Or some other stupid reason.

Luckily, this year, sylvia - damn pro runner. got the stuff. She gave ALOT AND ALOT of the stuff she won for running. Not like medals and trophies. Just bags, lots of eco friendly bags, note book, and all that stuff.

Media

Media was fine. We just faced problems trying to stay within the time limit for the slide show. It was hard, but we managed. :)

Research

Research.... HMM. Research was a little hard because there's not much you can google, if you type survival skills. Its not easy. Seriously, not easy. And the fact that we came out with so much research, just proves how awesome and resourceful librarians are. But the research i wanted, was not what they gave. Yes. So that was the part which i think i didn't check up on.

Sales.

There were the badges and the food. For the food, when amanda gave out her order forms, she didn't put pictures of the food. So everybody was wondering what the heck is samosa and kuih keria. :) Next time, must inform future sales person to please put food picture if its an unusual food. The badges were really cool. There's even limited edition ones. Heh. Of course charge extra 50 cents.

Okay. So here are some pictures for MPS. The worst class was 3 angsana. seriously, they make me so pissssssssssedddd. D': Ruined my last day. And then there was "THE LECTURE" by the even more senior seniors, saying how irresponsible we were. Sigh.

The stupid tree which kept falling.

Games.

looks damn wrong right the picture? :P

Actually, the guy was just eating an apple.

Gloooow Sticks! we sold! :D

Rachel Low. Peek :D from tent. xD

Stupid retarded girl la she. LOL throw bones at snot's plate.

and finally, mihirssen doing the watermelon taichi. lol stupid.

Here. Minggu Pusat Sumber Group Photo. I realize i have only been in three years of the MPS group photos. I missed my first year in MPS group photo .

Is it so hard?

2011-07-26T06:35:00.002+08:00

Mygosh. I can actually read out all her spitefulness in her blog.............

You don't get "chosen" all the time in life, just like that, so learn to live with it. You have to work hard for it and earn it. Nothing comes easy. And first, you have to show that you can do work and you are willing to do it. You are inactive, you never volunteer for anything and you never bothered coming for any events.

so instead of asking others why. Ask YOURSELF.

Pangkor Trip

2011-07-26T00:31:00.003+08:00

I know im outdated. Like seriously outdated. But i want to put some pictures of my pangkor trip heree! Whee :D

Going to pangkor reminds me of Outward Bound :( Sigh. I have a love hate relationship with OBM.

And i bought the satay again!

Building a sandcastle :'( Damn. Everyone says its a temple.

Writing name on the beach....

And yes, lets not forget jumpshots.

Im actually kinda glad that we didn't take bus with the rest. :P

1. I like travelling in a smaller group - more fun like that.

2. Camwhoring also much better :P

3. The two sabahan guys were cute :) No, seriously. But too short!!!!! HAHA. Even Jane thinks so too. Oh, it was kinda embarassing the journey back. I dozed off and when i woke up, was sleeping on the guy's shoulder. damn. luckily, he wasn't awake!!

burying people in sand :D

MOnkeeeeyyyyy

And of course, partying.

I think it can be considered one of the best times with JYM. For one thing, no rules! Just fun and relaxation!

One thing I do regret is, we never got to do the water activities :( Oh well. Maybe another time. Oh yes and the black thing.

Sigh.

2011-07-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

I know its not alright anymore. :(

I can last. One and a half more year left. I want the nightmare to end.

At least I know im not completely alone....

I die every single day

2011-07-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

MPS is finally here, and everyday is really busy. Well, actually not really for me :P but i wont write much in this post. Anyway, being busy is a good thing. I feel very wanted and accepted now, and I don't feel lonely. But i do feel very very tired. Im so tired of pretending. Im not even sure what wearing a mask means anymore. I know that certain expressions and exaggerations can make people notice me. I know that talking the "talk" also works too, so i do it. I "improve" myself. Yes, people laugh, people noticed, but seriously. Sigh. Whatever. I don't even understand what nonsense im typing out now.

Today's post is actually dedicated to my dear monster- Yew Li An! :)

Whee. His birthday was on the 17th of July.

The reasons why I hate him:

1. He spills out funny, retarded, semi-vulgar nonsense. Sometimes (or rather most of the time), he says something like shh shh man (or something stupid like that).

2. He likes to do the cross eye thing.

3. He hates taking pictures. (sometimes)

4. He can go from really quiet to seriously hyper (and start laughing for no reason). Okay. I realize i do this too. Damn.

5. He is small (midget-like) and annoying. Sorry, have to agree with Wei Ann on this. I hate small people.

6. He does random annoying stuff.

7. Everybody says his cute. PFft. Whatthefishtarts.

8. He likes to blame me for no apparent reason. Seriously.

So, this is his eighth birthday. And yeah...

Anyway. We went to giza mall, my cookbook to celebrate his birthday. So behold. Some pictures.

Yes. Here is my birthday present to him! HAHA. Why didn't I buy some ultra cool looking car? Cause I was at Empire Shopping Gallery for YE sales. So I just decided to buy some weird looking crap which suits him.

Birthday boy. Normally I would think guys look nice in a v-cut. But blaaaah. My brother looks chubby and retarded :D hahahahha.

Menu.

Seriously, I was so bored. I just camwhored.

And then with brother and sister.

My cookbook has a seriously unique style of presenting their stuff. Its almost funky. :D

Look at the drink! It has a ice lolly in it! :D

Wanton Noodles (My brother's favourite)

My eyes (ice)! Together! :D HAHAHA. Okay. I know. I know. Lame.

My dad's spicy noodles!

The dish I ordered. The yellow colour stuff at the back is egg. With salmon and cheese balls. Haha. So cute right. It looks like a face :)

If you are asking about the weird combination, don't worry! It tastes delicious! And Im very picky with my food.

Chicken rice.

Yes. And then comes the cake!

Finalllieee! A family picture where I can see everyone's eyes OPEN!

And he bloooowws..

and he cutsss!

And then we all eat a piece. lol. and packed the cake and went back home.

At home. We all gave him presentsss!

Mine was perhaps the most retarded looking one.

And he opens!

And yes, thats it for my brother's birthday. Stay tuned for YE sales and MPS!

YEAAAA

2011-07-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

UNGGUL WON! :D for Marching! Wheeeeeeeeee :)

Oh. Im so happy. heehahahuuu..

Im more happy because what the friend said did not come true :) And she is hundred percent wrong. pfft. better luck next time, loser. :P Lets hope she doesn't read this.

~~Oh can someone please hit me for being so selfish.~~

~~Is it wrong that I also wan't to celebrate? Or maybe it has not crossed their minds. Whatever.~~

~~Seriously. They are using me. But for the "greater good" of another friend.~~

GAH. GAHHHHHHH. AGGGGH. this is frustrating, but whatever, I am not gonna blow up. :) control aili. Control. :D I will just think of it as a sacrifice, like a gift to that friend. Oh, but i wanna celebrate for her too. :( SHIT. Seriously. I hate them. I hate myself. The end. Even my sister says its unfair, but then it would be not nice to say no.

Please Pray For Her,

2011-07-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! My cousin's friend, Leonie is eighteen years old but she's diagnosed with cancer. She'a awesome and really an inspiration to me. She's so so strong and fairly optimistic.

This is her blog. Link is http://dancingpapercranes.blogspot.com/

Her blog entries are so heart wrenching :'( that it mades me tear up a little whenever I read it. She really makes me sit up and appreciate life more. The blog writes about her journey battling cancer.

She deeply touched my heart, Im sure it will be the same for you too.

The biggest thing you all can do to help now is by praying hard or making a donation. :( Please do try to help.

Here's a post from her blog:

I am not exaggerating, but my parents are draining their savings empty and spent pretty much every dollar, cent and dime just to fund for my treatments since July 2010.

It doesn't help that the current treatment I'm undergoing now, which is the stem cell transplant - is the most costly out of all of the medical procedures I've been through.

My parents are aware that I actually am desperate to start studying in college. So they still refuse to touch my college fund, unless it is the last final resort.

Friends, old and new...

This is a sincere plea for help from me,
on behalf of my immediate family members -
my parents and my elder brother.
We are really low on cash. I hate to have to ask for help, but seeing how tough it is for both my parents to pay for all those costly medical bills and my brother for being considerate to consider our spendings and tries to save as much as he can so he can relieve my parents of some burden. He's still studying in university, and the last thing I want to see that happens is my brother dropping out of his course just to help support me. I'm already robbed of my chance of an education, so why rob my brother of his?

~~At least, if I ever were to unfortunately die~~ - my brother will have enough qualifications to find a better job and support my parents in the future.

At the very least, this is what everyone in my family deserves for taking such great care of me throughout my course of treatment. In fact, since I was born to be exact!

I was given a chance to live, yet it is not for me to choose how long I can live this life as my current identity. I have to say, I'm thankful for having the chance to be born as Leonie. Someone who isn't your typical ordinary person, yet still uniquely me - learning something new everyday and meeting new people; creating new experiences and memories for me.

I truly do not know how much longer my cancer journey is going to take. I don't know how many types of treatment I still have to face after this. I still have no idea how much longer I'm going to live.

Please spread the word around for me. If there is anything you need to know such as my bank account details, approximate cost of treatment, etc., feel free to inbox me through Facebook or leave me a comment on this blog. If you prefer to be kept anonymous, I will not publish your comment - but please leave me your email, contact number, Facebook profile or anything that will make it easier and convenient to discuss everything out.

You have my utmost, sincerest thanks.

Thank you for taking the time to read this entry, and thank you for spreading the word around.

I really hope to hear some good news soon. (':

Comeback Lines I love

2011-07-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

I love using comeback lines. They are so cool. :) LOL. I always used them on my sister. Anyway, she said she wanted to learn too, so i asked her to google it. But then, there were some where she couldn't understand. xD So I had to explain it to her.

Here are my favourites.

Oh. These are flirting lines. :)

M: I know how to please a woman.

W: Then please leave me alone.

M: I want to give myself to you.

W: Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts.

M: I can tell that you want me.

W: Yes, I want you to leave.

M: Is this seat empty?

W: Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.

M: Haven't I seen you some place before?

W: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

M: May I hold your hand?

W: No thanks. It isn't heavy.

And these are the normal ones.

Are you okay?

No I am Ai Li.

What are you going to be when you graduate?

An old woman.

Do you say a prayer before you eat?

No, we don't have to. My mother is a good cook.

I brought a friend home for dinner.

Who wants to eat friends?

It seems that everything I say goes in one ear and comes out the other.

Well, I guess that's why I have got two ears.

Will you straighten out the study room?

Why? Is it tilted?

(I should use this on my mum)

Do the stairs take you to the second floor?

No, you have to walk.

Would you like your coffee black?

What other colours do you have?

And some of these just needed to be used at the appropriate time.

Talking to yourself again?

I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem.

I like you, you remind me of myself when I was young and stupid.

I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.

I will try being nicer if you try being smarter.

I am already visualizing the masking tape over your mouth.

LALALALALA :)

What I am Craving now

2011-07-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

#1. Starbucks

#2. Chatime Pearl Milk Tea

#3. Godiva Dark Chocolate

Batu....

2011-07-08T18:26:00.003+08:00

BU3's people are so "hospitable". lol. Seriously, they even forgot that we were there. I actually felt like tearing up the invitation to MPS launching ceremony. Seriously. Yeesh. I kind of admire the prefect though, since she has friends there, she can fit in just fine. Okay, or maybe she's just one of those people with lots of charisma and is able to talk to anyone.

I will never ever make the same mistake if they do come over for MPS.

After visiting their library (which is like so much bigger than DJ's), we walked. to 1 Utama.

Concrete jungle trekking! And they talked and talked. I must be running on a different wave length with them, because I really didn't know what to say. But then again, I must be running on a different wave length with everyone else, because I am always the most quiet one in the group.

Hui Min was lost. xD

We went waffle world. lol. Where the waffles there are just ... okay. To me.

It was a completely weird and new experience to go around 1 utama in my school uniform. It was bad enough when people walked by and stared at all of us, I saw some friends from school. :(

And then, I went home and crashed out on my nice and comfy bed.

I have to stop procrastinating.

Oh, I saw the guy from tuition at BU3 :) haha. They look cool in the vests. Oh, DJ should revamp the uniform. Pink vests, orange ties, green skirts, yellow socks and purple shoes. Yeah. Definitely man.

Too Much.

2011-07-07T14:53:00.007+08:00

Sports day is over. :) Whee!

Its like all the everyday practices all come down to that three minutes in the spot light. Sigh.

Weeks of practices, you only get to do it for three minutes and if you mess up in that three minutes, its week of practices wasted.

I mentioned before in the last post, that most of my friends joined marching in their own houses. Well, yeah. There's this friend in kesatria - which made me have a really really really bad impression of kesatria. I was wishing everyone good luck. And when I wished her, she jabbed my shoulder (or well, the area beneath my shoulder) and said:

No, No good luck to you. I hope unggul gets last.

Wah. I stood there gaping for a whole one minute, wondering whether that really came out of a friend's mouth.

It made me angry and sad. But it also made me damn happy!

It means, they have no confidence. :D And we have a high possibility of winning because she couldn't even wish her rivals good luck.

Here are some pictures :D

I "enhanced" the green part and blurred the background using PS. So i can pretend that I have this really awesome DSLR.

Colour hair spray is cool! :D

I keep asking myself the same question over and over

2011-07-02T15:18:00.003+08:00

Have I gotten darker? lol.

Okay. Serious la. Do I really want to do this?

Yes.

No.

Maybe.

Let me think for awhile.

Not really.

But okay.

Sigh.

Anyway marching is super fun. Im not afraid of being there together with the marchers anymore. For once, I was called good. Not damn freaking good. but good. I mean, good enough to replace one of the right markers that weren't so good. yay! i feel happy. Gone are those days where a few people will surround me and try to teach, scream, show me how to march. But i pity those people who are going through what I once went through. Its like the seniors purposely pick on you. I mean, I felt like that. :(

Oh yes. and reading snotty's blog. I have been staying back in school longer than usual. And I try to push my schedule to fit the YE, library and marching time. Its quite hard. I don't even try to do homework anymore. Seriously. There's like no time for that. I copy my friend's work most of the time :X Let's hope my mum doesn't read this.

Anyway... marching is so competitive. Seriously. I have alot of classmates, friends, seniors and juniors who are in marching. In berjaya, there's jiayi; In hebat, there's natalie! In kesatria, there's joyi, hui yi, sheenwoei. In maju, there's snotty, cheesie and banana. And when we gather together, that's what we talk about. And the conversation is so tense sometimes. That we have to break it up, because at the end of the day, we are still competing against each other and all of us wants to win. I want to win! I want my house to win! But i also love the feeling when unggul, kesatria and berjaya join together and march as one. It was super super cool, and when we did the more then 20 counts larian commando and our own hormat. HAH! Pfft. Maju and Hebat didn't joined us though. Such a waste.

My commander is a really nice person. :) lol. He keeps asking us whether we are alright under the hot sun and he also rarely screams at us. Only the occasional strict lecturing. I really admire him. Seriously. Head prefect. I can put him as my role model. He doesn't show that his stress although i know he is under a lot of pressure. It is kind of hard to manage your time if you are in debate, you are head prefect and you are head commander in marching especially when sports day is like next week. He gives us really encouraging talks which boosts our spirits. Yeah. Especially when you are half dead from marching for around five hours under the scorching sun.

Why am i staying back for library stuff? There's meetings and all. Besides that, Minggu Pusat Sumber is coming! I am so excited!!! :D I do hope the people i chose will carry out their duties damn well and mps will be successful. We also plan to invite other schools. Whee. :) I have kind of waited very very long and impatiently for this week. YEAH!

And then there's YE. Where we rush to do products for sports day and cheer. BIG HANDs. THE STUPID BIG HANDS. GRRRRR. THE STUPID CARDBOARD. GRRRRRR. THE STUPID BLADE. GRRRRR. ah. whatever. and then the selling part. Its not like I didn't sell to my school mates before (popcorn for mps week) or outside (church raffle tickets), its just that im really shy and yeah... i don't even know how i did it for the raffle tickets anymore. All i remember was I was overcome by this need to beat everybody else. (lol. no seriously, because before that day, i couldn't sell any at all.) so i went home and start researching (haha I know la, i very kiasu) and i asked for tips from my sister (because she started not bad) and the next day. I just prayed really really really hard. And start selling my heart out. And who knows. On that day, I sold the most. :D but anyway back to topic. Unless i overcome my shyness, its impossible for me to sell anything.

today is the 1 malaysia run thing. I wanted to run non stop, but then.. well. i ran with joyi and cheesie. So sigh. They kept stopping. nvm. When I got back, we set up the YE stall. And i saw the ascentic banner! SO COOL :D Anyways. Here is what happen during DJ Fest.

Anyway. Anyone wanna buy badges or angel keychains? :D

Kinetic Typography

2011-06-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

Since Im not that busy anymore, I have been using my free time to learn adobe after effects. I have to make another video. So I have been browsing youtube videos to try to improve my video. I realize I love to look at videos with kinetic typography. Because its so darn cool. :) So I decided to look for a tutorial on it.

It took me ages to learn or follow the tutorial. And many things were not mentioned in the tutorial. I had to google it myself. Besides that, I probably raped the replay button on the tutorial.

End results for a one hour hard work. It isn't very fancy or anything. But you see :) Its already something. I mean, you shouldn't say anything unless you were under the same circumstances as me: Sleep deprived, blur and only one hour to make the kinetic typography and adjust everything.

Yes. Its simple. and It can still be ALOT better but, unless you try it yourself. You are not welcome to give constructive criticism.